Tuesday, March 23, 2010'♥
Break, Broke, Broken...
Before I'm drowning in Sms and calls.. I guessed it's time for me to clear the air.. I'm so tired of repeating haha.. maybe I should hold a press conference? Can see that there have been more Clicks from FB to my blog during the past two days...
Many are asking "WHY"... and some are saying.. "See.. I told you before"... some even more power.. never contact u for fucking dunno how many million yrs and then suddenly popped out and ask "WHAT Happened?"
Be it good or bad.. I thank you guys for the concerns..and I really appreciate all your efforts in trying to find out am I ok anot?
I am OK..
seriously.. if this happened 4 yrs ago, perhaps you will see me crying myself to slp everyday, felt a sense of loss blah blah blah..
However things were different this time round, perhaps previously I failed to cherish the r/s that's why I felt so sad.. but once bitten twice shy.. same scenario, same method (SMS), same well wishes at the end (I wish that you will find better happiness next time)...
except that the smses are longer.. some keywords are ( feelings faded, no longer wish to resolve, irritates me to see u go clubbing, it's my life, better off alone.....etc)
What I can conclude is that our thinking and characters are different, and at some point of time.. communication breakdown..
A r/s is btw two person, if it's really that bad and can't work out, there's no point holding on. Wasting each other's time and youth...
So yah, I'm not as sad as before, it's more of disappointment anyway I know at least this time I've tried and when a person's feeling changes, they would come up with all sorts of excuses just to end it.. So there's no point for me being sad cause he's not worth it :)
Pls do not judge anyone of us.. cause only him and me know the real truth.. so there's no point in pointing fingers who's right and who's wrong and dun assume anything...cause ppl might change over time and we can't blame them..
However one advice for couples who are on the verge of breaking up.. pls do not use SMS as the medium to break up (especially on a Mon Morning where work is so busy and u have to juggle btw sms and work) cause you can't expressed urself much in that 160 Characters... Dun bother to explain anything.. it might make it worse.. haha
So all in all I'm fine, doing well, as what my cousin conveyed.. 我吃得饱，睡得好。。。
Thanks Selyn mama for analyzing the stiuation with me.. u just makes me feel better and straight away no TEARS!! u rocks!!
Thanks my ex-boss for sms-ing me upon hearing the news..
Thanks to fucker frens (u know who u are), my cousins, clubbing khakis, working colleagues for trying to make me laugh, everyone and anyone who smsed, msned, and fb me, or even wanted to mit me on the day itself to cheer me up..
I'm really really very touched.. Thank God when I'm attached that time I never neglected u all.. Cause Frens are so much better than Bfs....
A quote from Seasonal fren Joyce: When life gets tough, SUCK it in!! ahhaah
下一个会更好。。。。。Let's wait and see..我不难过
: I really need your blessings! haha