Pls ignore my previous post... it was wrote when I'm feeling emo at that moment. When I read back today.. I wanted to laugh...but anyway that's the good thing about blogging..u vent out ur sadness, frustration at that moment so that you will feel better :)
Alot of things happen today...but it's all with the people around me...
and it all revolve around this word LOVE.
Love: A passionate feeling of affection for another person
How simple can the definition be... but often Love is not that easy isn't it?
When you're in love with someone would you tell them directly?
My friends would...
Of course, not all will be successful, some might get rejected, some might stay the same status...but at least what they all get is a sense of relief.
In the past, I used to be like them, if I liked someone I would just tell the other person directly, but I find that as I get older, it changes the other way round.
I don't know, is it because I'm afraid of rejection. I don't know, is it because of insecurities and uncertainities I don't know, is it because I'm afraid of changes
Or simply, I'm scared of the thought of losing people again....
Somehow or rather, I lost that courage I had long ago. And I really admired my friends for these, even though some might not have a happy ending..but at least they tried...
Yes, at least they tried....
I tried to also, I wanted to try when I'm drunk and pretend nothing happen the next morning...but I nv get drunk at all for long...haha tats so silly..
So I decided: I do not want to dash into the forest only to find that I'm in a jungle... What I need now are signs, signs that will help me in my decision...
Yes, Compared to them, I'm so lousy.....boooo booooo
Whatever it is, congratulations to some...shoulder to cry on for some...
Maybe this will be a good song suitable for all....
WE have managed to survive this Black Tuesday....and tmr will be a better day... at least I hope so :)