Sunday, February 03, 2008'♥
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
*I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart, that I left unspoken*So much things I wanted to say but there's no time for me left....
It's a shitty Sunday for me, I woke up with matters awaiting for me...
How I wish you're still here.. and I could pour out my hearts to you...
I remembered in the past when I'm faced with problems at work...
You would listened and scold them with me together....
I remembered you appeared at my workplace and stared hard at that witch..
You are silly and dumb...I can't help laughing at that moment..
Maybe that's what attracted me to you.. a bear which holds a sense of security..a country bear
But now.. country bear has left for town and town mouse prefers to stay in the country...
It's contrary of how we swap places...
Short Note: Not seeing that loving you, that’s what I was trying to do....