Sunday, February 17, 2008'♥
NO Updates....
I'm trying hard to enjoy my last few days before going up the mountain once again for my upcoming End of Semester Exam.
This year my Chinese New Year revolves around Mahjong, Mahjong and still Mahjong...Steamboat, Steamboat and still Steamboat...
Up to date, i have Three Steamboat session and one more is coming up this THUR...COOL rite.. i guessed it's healthier than eating FRIED CHICKEN haha..
Even on Vday i had steamboat...COOL RITE...
I climbed up to an ulusamy 13th storey flat in AMK just to play mahjong yest haha.. Nah, I'm not a gambler lah..it was a gathering session.
I promised to get my hands on this.... or
This
It's still on my wish list...Any KIND SOUL??
While I was playing mahjong, I realized something...
Actually
Love is like playing mahjong...
sometimes others might help you to win the game..but most of the time is to depend on urself.
you may have a nice set of tiles at the beginning but it doesn't mean u will win in the end
听牌 is not easy, you need to open ur eyes wide
there are many tiles around but you only need one to 胡牌
My own philosophy...
Overall I enjoyed my new year this year...many things i wanted to blog about and pics too...OH YES I've finally changed a new handphone...so now i can take photos and photos wohooo. But all these will have to wait until i roll down from the mountain or when I'm bored from studying, whichever is sooner haha...
Few more days to end of CNY...enjoy more people...if not its another 365days again.
Can't wait for my last holidays before attachment...and yes i tink I'm going on a holiday....GENTING again!!!!!!!!! wohooohoooo there are two groups of people going...but i still not decide which group to join..but it's still open for registration..so whoever is keen pls sign up for it haha...
Mountain is calling me...tadah....
Short Note: I am still at the 听牌 stage...
With Love, 10:08 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008'♥
男人女人
爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人
Short Note: Happy VV Day....I enjoyed myself...
With Love, 11:19 PM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008'♥
The Eve of CNY...
As usual for the past 23 years, I would be on my journey back to Batam to celebrate the new year with my granny and relatives there.. I remembered there's only once in my life that i did not went back, that's when my uncles and aunties came over... but that was just so long ago....
Ya and the part where those "SINGLE" hated is..."So how you got bf anot now?", "When are u getting a bf, not getting younger anymore lei", "Your cousin attached liao, next one is u le"......argggggggggghhh this is the "KILLER PART" scary rite... when u reached my age and many had spoil the market u will know how i feel seriously... haha.. SOOOOO if the questioning gets abit out of hand... I think I might just brush off by saying...
"Yes I'm have a bf liao and I'm going to get marry soon...real soon.. prepare ur angpow pls the little one is coming out of my tummy soon *pointing at the babydoll dress*." Let's hope i won't get shoot by those questions... hahahaha...
Frankly speaking, i really have no idea how is it like to celebrate new year in Singapore.. especially now that I'm old, I have friends here, it would be fun if we would be visiting each other.. or a simple mahjong session will do. I missed my frens here...
But on the other note, I guessed everyone will be busy with their own family visiting instead than to bother about me ...haha..
I'll be back on Friday I hope.. I tried to psycho my mum...i can't imagine staying there so many days nothing to do and i have so much stuffs to complete here... Two journals to be completed by Monday...COOL..it did dampen my mood a little.
Dunno how many donkey years then i tie my hair..it's us my project mates before our WELLNESS presentation...On the left, Marcus, me, selyn, vivian and joyce...
Lastly, I hope to wish every a prosperous Chinese new year...May everyone HUAT HUAT HUAT!!!! I seriously need to huat lah.. damn poor now..haha..
Short Note: Wait for me for visiting lei...
With Love, 2:02 AM
Sunday, February 03, 2008'♥
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
*I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart, that I left unspoken*
So much things I wanted to say but there's no time for me left....
It's a shitty Sunday for me, I woke up with matters awaiting for me...
How I wish you're still here.. and I could pour out my hearts to you...
I remembered in the past when I'm faced with problems at work...
You would listened and scold them with me together....
I remembered you appeared at my workplace and stared hard at that witch..
You are silly and dumb...I can't help laughing at that moment..
Maybe that's what attracted me to you.. a bear which holds a sense of security..a country bear
But now.. country bear has left for town and town mouse prefers to stay in the country...
It's contrary of how we swap places...
Short Note: Not seeing that loving you, that’s what I was trying to do....
With Love, 1:56 PM
'♥
The Traditional Atmosphere..
It's that time of the year again....
Where I would go down to Chinatown...to absorb some of the new year's atmosphere...Did that every year without fail and I would always end up with bags of stuffs...
Nothing much I bought from the market itself though...Lame rite...
and I would always end up with a bag of MUA CHEE.....always kanna psycho sia...
Saw it from the first stall...100g for $0.80 *act stubborn* and pretend nv see hoping got better offers ahead..
2nd 3rd 4th ALLLLLLL 100g for $1.00... SEE LAH... so much for being stubborn yawnzz...
and the best thing is...the uncles kept throwing in the muachee like nobody's business.. ENDED UP...
I BOUGHT 600grams of it... 6BUCKS!!!! for MUA CHEE..and most of the FLAVOUR not I WANT DE..arrggghhhh i feel damn sad and cheated...luckily shufen was there so we divided the flavours..and i took the ones she dun like hahaha...
but..
At least I bought something I love very much
ya SQUASHED... -____- coz of the dumb bus in the jam... Talk abt the jam.. SPENT 20mins in the jam lah.. tot it's becoz of accident...BUT... it's the ROAD BLOCK...
I mean its normal to have road block.. but why block it around 11? when it's still early? Not many ppl will be drunk at this time i guess? and the best part is.. it's not even at highway..it's near GEYLANG going to Kallang..and it's three lanes onli.. one lane totally blocked.. therefore resulted in a huge jam lah...one uncle in the bus was like scolding vulgarities non stop, kept complaining...super irritating lah.. talk so loud as if the whole bus belongs to him...
Since Xiao D is around that area, I got down the bus and met him. and i guess my tarts become like dat partly becoz of him too.. drove so fast until my tarts nearly toppled off the seats...U ARE SO DAMN LOUSY@@^*^$#*$^#*#$^ ahahahahaaa...But thanks for the ride anyway.. though ur coming 201 too.. lousyyyyyyyyy
Oh ya back to the tarts...I loved this old brand since I was young...
TONG HENG'S TARTS!!!!!...
I used to stay at Outram Park...and this is the tarts which revives back all my memories...So when i got the chance to Chinatown I would always buy it...hot pipping tarts wohoohooo...and it's damn ex now.. $1.20 lei...last time onli 1.00..okok..times have changed...
Ok back to my lfie....
Tmr is a busy day.. swimming, dyeing my hair , spring cleaning... blah blah blah.. the list goes on...
TWO MORE PRESENTATION and i can enjoy my CNY in peace WOHOHOOO!!!! The past one week was hell.. really got home every night at 12midnite is killing all my immunity cells away...freakkk...
I think i depend too much on my fake eyelash le... I've used up my eyelash glue today..and for the past one year plus I've been using fake eyelash..I TOTALLY FORGOT HOW TO PUT MASCARA lah....yawnzz.and i hate my own lashes... SO SHORT and pathetic...hais...
Orite...since MS OFF is offline le.. i tink i should offline too.. if not tmr all can't wake up for the swim....good nite my readers.....byeeee....
Short Note: Can i have one too?
With Love, 1:35 AM