Thursday, December 22, 2005'♥
Priorities
Work has nv been better.. recently im so free tat.. i read finish three storybooks in office.. including HARRY POTTER 6..power rite.. becoz there is simply nothing for mi to do.. i enjoy my work..my collegues i simply love them.. everyday there is sure to be something on my desk..be it choc.. chips..fruits.. and nowadays its PRESENT.. small present.. big present.. im realli touched by their actions.. COZ IM ONLI A TEMP staff..wad they haf done is way enough for mi.. they celebrated my bd.. they know i love chocs..always buy for mi..(now u know y im fatter le ba)..its like my second family lor..felt abit paiseh..so i went and bought gifts for them just now.. hee..
Today the few of us..ordered Canadian Pizzas, seafood platters..chicken wings.. Milk bought ice cream too.. its just a mini celebration btw the five of us.. wow so much food.. and i nv had dinner lor.. coz im super full.. THEN.. VP came.. wit TURKEYS and HAMS.. omg.. he said the BIG BIG Boss bought for us de.. diaoz.say earlier ma..anyway the turkeys is so juicy...THKS BOSS.. There wil be another buffet lunch for the whole dept next fri.. STANFORD Catering lei..nt bad de wor.. Now u know its difficult to diet le ba in this kind of environment...
Been playin this game KALONLINE.. nt bad game intro my BULLSHIT.. ask ah jin to play oso..dunno how is he getting on.. but i looked veri CHIO inside haha..show u the pics ba..
Me and Bullshit.. hehe we both like mad cow taking photos here and there..the graphics is nice wor..
Xmas is coming.. its seems tat the ppl celebrating wit mi is getting lesser and lesser by the day.. this one got party tat one got other fren.. I always tried to be a good fren to others.. i listen to their problems.. i bought them stuffs.. i tried to contact them..but it seems tat im always on the back of ppl's mind.. everyone seems to haf their own frens..their own lives.. while im just a back up.. miserable huh? I dunno y ..seems it start from long long time ago.. bf de got their bf.. others got their own fren and work.. y is it like dat..
Tired ba.. from organising this and that.. everytime is mi always the one SO ENTHU abt the event.. everytime de.. be it going out or wad.. NO xh im nt saying u.. at least u help out abit.. im just sick lor.. do so much for wad..ONE NO and it really makes mi low morale..
Today i dunno y..suddenly i flip to page of my planner where i wrote down my tots six mths ago.. tat time i was still wit him..wrote abt how happy i was.. how i wished he is the last ONE in my life.. i smiled and remember how xing fu i tink i was at tat time..Until the last word then i realise.. everything HAS STOPPED...Xmas..tat time i always tot tat if i got the chance i would go ESPLANADE wit him.. and countdown.. SIX MONTHS and many things changed..sometimes i wonder y things are happening so fast tat i dun even haf the time to rest and got through it...Maybe this song features how i felt rite now ba..
可惜不是你
这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据
差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己
努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见
可惜不是你陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影
努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见
可惜不是你陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
可惜不是你陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口
Today is dong zhi.. hope all of u will haf a happy time wit ur family members ba..after all they are the MOST important ppl in the world...
With Love, 9:04 PM