Sunday, November 06, 2005'♥
A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS.....
Guess im pretty suay these few days.. or maybe this yr is not a good yr for mi...haiz wad to do..behind every thing there is a lesson to be learnt...things happen for a reason ba..
I lost my whole handbag..amazing rite?? with my MP3, IC, Makeup, Contact lense,Company's Access Card(marvellous rite, now i dunno how much to pay)and lastly my fav bag..i just bought it two days ago..and its the last piece in the whole singapore haiz....all due to excessive drinking on the other day...i didnt knew where i put it... im feeling so down..tat i dun feel like going church yst at all..but i remember the verse tat King David said before...I will praise the Lord at all times....So after making the police report i took a cab down to church...
Told u oredi im suay...i bought a blouse online...and they sent mi another skirt instead..so now i have to send it back to them again.. ordered so many times yet this is the first time this kind of thing happen... had communion in church...and one of the cap didnt close properly..ended up my jeans drinking ribena too to remember how Jesus' blood washes our SINS clean...there's more to come..but small little things...no MATTER WHAT...IM SUAY the whole day YST... eg: i typed in a super long entry yst nite..but pooofffff its gone!!!!..maybe God didnt want to let ppl know how depressed i am yst nite ba...well suan le..im fine today....
After church went for dinner wit xiaohan..she wanted to eat SEOUL GARDEN desperately.. I MEAN the YELLOW MEE to be precise...oh ya..both of us spent fifty bucks just to eat yellow mee..and for mi bee hoon..power rite..didnt ate much of the meat oso...
Went back church to take church bus home...wit Jerry, Hongjin, Serene and Elisha...Jerry got some problems there.. so mi and Hongjin acc him go mac to have a good talk.. Elisha nt allowed to come along although he inisisted coz HE GOT O LVLS lor..better be home quick...Told them my problems too..so yst chatting session was fruitful..except tat Mac was showing ESPN LIVE...when suddenly MAC became KOPITIAM...and both of their eyes are glued to the TV...Walked back to inter..guess wad i saw ELISHA...diaoz..so angry lor.. he still there talking to SERENE...shouldnt him be home studying?? he kanna scold by mi and HJ, haha...anyway i wanna thank some of u here....
^ GOD, although i did lost some of my precious posession, but thank GOD that my hp and keys were wit mi tat time.. God i realise the reason behind everything.. and i knew what is the lesson u wanted mi to learn.. I promise from now on... to stay away from all temptations.....
^ Ah jin and Ken, thks for accompanying mi to the Police Station..although u all are oredi late in meeting Siew le...tks for wating inside the stuffy and hot police station...and tks ah jin for the drinks..when my church members tot i just came back from Sahara Desert.
^ Banchuan_my leader, tks for forking out the cab fare to church from tamp to boonlay...Oh ya..i confessed everything to my leader...the real reason how i lost my handbag...how drunk am i ..and oso my ungodly relationship tat time..i felt much relieved now.. i tot he will scold mi..but instead he told mi abt his past too..he said im so much like him two yrs ago...from now on he asked mi to stay strong to my convictions.. im realli touched tat time..almost cried out.. but nevertheless..tks for listening to my problems...
^ Xiaohan, tks for lending mi money when i most needed it..tks for sharing my suayness together..example breaking an egg in Seoul Garden...loved going out wit u..u nv fails to make mi laugh...
^ Jerry and Hongjin, tks for initiating to mit mi more often for chilling session in kopitiam..coz u all know im super broke now..tks for initiating to celebrate my bd wit mi, tks hj for initiating to lend mi one of ur MP3..tks for acc me yst nite..
^ My mama and papa, i knew tat when i veri pek chek i tend to gif u all attitude..and sometimes u all scold mi becoz im realli in the wrong.. i shldnt have drunk so much.. and now had to pay for so much things.. yet after everything u all still showed mi ur love by small little actions.. tats y they say family love is true...even though im seldom at home nowadays.. tat doesnt mean i dun care abt u all.. just tat im faced wit alot of problems nowadays.. i just dun wan to show it out to u all...srry for shouting at u all sometimes...i realli regretted it....
Haiz..finally finished thanking le.. gan dong ba.. when u talked to mi today and yst is totally different..becoz i xiang tong le.. when u xiang tong le.. u can take tat matter out and joked abt it.. so here i am blogging in a veri jokingly manner.. PLS LAUGH TO PROVE ok...i realise i have been wasting the first half of my life slacking achieveing nothing...getting myself into more troubles... although the worldly roots are still inside mi.. i promise to change bit by bit...taken from the bible...
"When one is saved, The OLD MAN inside him died"
Dear frens i wont be celebrating my bd le... hehe maybe go out wit some grps ba.. coz im financially tight and oso i dun want to celebrate at rowdy places... hehe.. dun wrry im fine seriously...
Hao ba im going to cook my maggie mee le..just woke up at three thirty in the afternoon..powerful rite.. lolz.. Hope today will be a better day.. im craving for ROTI PRATA now...