Thursday, August 11, 2005'♥
Its just another normal day.. just tat i went home str after work.. its been veri long tat i went home after work.. maybe im trying to occupy myself ba. not to tink so much.. the newspaper tat i subsrcribe have been stacking up so high.. i didnt even had the time to read it..
While on my way to work today someone called mi.. didnt dare to turn back (for those of u who watched the maid u shld know y) hahah then i realise its FAB!!!! surprise to see him.. he told mi tat he have been transferred back to tamp liao.. which means i finally got ppl to acc mi for lunch le.. since i came tamp DBS ive been going for lunch alone.. so sad rite..in the pantry..coz all my collegaues either veri old if not its other races no topic to talk hai...
This sunday might be going out wit selyn they all to see fireworks.. woo tats my fave hobby.. might bring Kelvin along..coz his 21st bd lei.. he have been pestering mi so much to pei him haha.. so i hope they wont mind ba.. lolz..
going for cg tmr.. my week is packed.. finally next week going back to BATAM le.. been so eager abt it.. i wanted so much to have a break.. break free from this stressful country..break free of his memories...just now i was looking for some file tat i came across some photos of mi and him ..yes again.. haiz.. y like dat??tats the bad pts of coming home so early..haiz.. 2 more days and its a week.. this is the most down period of my life.. time passes so long.. the hurt is still there.. i realli dun understand..dont we have a second option?? y must things turn out like these.. last time u remind mi of not saying tat word..u say u will angry..and yet u are the one telling it to mi?? reminds mi of a song..
翻着我们的照片,想念若隐若现,
去年的冬天,我们笑得很甜,
看着你哭泣的脸,对着我说再见,
来不及听见,你已走得很远,
也许你已经放弃我,也许已经很难回头,
我知道自己错过,请再给我一个理由,说你不爱我,
就算是我不懂,能不能原谅我,
请不要把分手当作你的请求,
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口,
请你回头,我会陪你一直走到最后,
就算没有结果,我也能够随,
我知道你的痛,是我给的承诺,
你说给过我笑容,沉默是因为包容,
如果要走,请你记得我,
如果难过,请你忘了我.