The first half of today is simply tiring and stressful.. started with WP..did one of the past yr paper..two hours to finish four assignment.. in the end cant manage to finish all..onli three and a half..zzz..wad would happen if this were the real paper?? began to worry for my Wp results le.. diaoz.. can get B this yr realli must thank GOD le...but if not, i will still continue to thank God de..haha dun worry.. Its the deadline for SOP proposal today..my last project.. we are supposed to organise a dnd for a company..open the diskette and damn it.. the file are all corrupted..diaoz.. began to redo one by one by my memory.. Thank God for memory..sianz ah..i piang until 3pm sharp lor..and in the end manage to hand in on time..super stress lor.. and ive used too much brain cells resulting mi to be so tired...damn it..but luckily now onli left presentation le..

Mit baby bear at Bishan clinic..coz she oso want to take medicine ma..ya quite happy with the results but must continue to jia you..as for babybear she lost 8 kg not bad oso wor.. my target is 30 kg muahaha as if can lor..

Supposingly to mit dar at clementi today..but by the time he finish work..im still at Raffles..coz the clinic is so packed.. haiz so ke lian..so in the end he met mi at Tiong Barhu..we go bie fu..that ramen shop the one we 7 sisters always go de...ate the seafood ramen with 4 graded chilli..woo shoik ah..so hot and spicy while dar ate 2 chilli one onli..then oredi sweat like waterfall le... haha.. we took photos there all thanks to gilyn camera..xie xie ni wor.. hahah.. then walked ard there.. haiz too bad everytime mit him onli mit a few hours nia..time always seems to pass by fast..hope on tuesday his offday we can go out wor..

Went for my cg with chelsia today is the first cg after reshuffling... saw a lot of unfamiliar faces..but anyway God is good.. ya not bad...just a bit far nia..and cg ended at ard 10pm..pengz..

Today is mei mei bd..just wanna wish her happy birthday wor.. last yr of teens le.. so must enjoy while you can...

We went to Toa payoh a bubble tea shop to celebrate her bd.. the food okok la..the drinks?? forget it lor.. i tink last time mi at Happy Cup can do better drinks than that..somemore its so ex man// Congrats to Hwee Koong the Poly called her..and asked her down for interview.. ya heard that she did quite well..so hope to see her in poly wor.. samn poly different course..btw i still haven receive the reply for the poly, I pray hard that i will get in wor..

Tmr is the date due for SOP project.. my final project before graduation.. hope tonite can piang everything out.. coz got some ammendments... anyway wanna say srry to xh and cindy..suppose to mit them to go visit da gugu just now..but last min alot of things to do..and i tink im veri tired too...

Dar is veri tired today...tink he not feeling well.. coz he always talk to late with mi..resulted that he does not have enough sleep everyday.. feel kinda of bad..hope he will get well soon.. and i realli realli miss him alot.. hope to see him soon..

Nothing much to blog abt..im sooooooo happy today.. heheee.. met my dar for dinner.. bought Yoshinoya for him all the way from BISHAN to CLEMENTI hor.. so sweet rite.. then we went walk walk ard coz i wanted to buy gifts for my xiao mei bd tmr.. haha along the shopping.. some incidents happen which i shall not mention it..coz its so embarrasing.anyway i hate the weather today.. its so hot man.. my sweat was like dripping and dripping.. like waterfall...hahaha

anyway tmr we will be going to toa payoh to celebrate mei mei bd..hope everyting will be alright le... and this shall be the last bd that we seven sisters are gonna to celebrate together.. two more weeks to graduations.....haiz....

Not a good day for mi... dun feel like blogging much..

Humans often remembe the bad and not the good of a person.....

Feeling terrible rite now.. he suppose to mit mi in school tmr.. turns out that he cant make it.. hai.. maybe its fated ba.. i tell myself to be understanding.. we chatted on the phone awhile and then he told mi his parents is back and he need to go talk to them.. i waited and waited.. finish my DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES>> and in the end he told mi he cant call mi today..

I cried.. the first time i cried for him..come to tink of it im tink that what i have done is such an foolish act.. how can i be doing this?? Emotion is controling my mind.. and im mad rite now..

Oh ya if u cant get the whole lot of things rite.. im attached.. and im someone who doesnt have a sense of security..i will freak out at little things.. simple minor things.. damn it...

I miss him.. I love him...

Feeling so tired and lazy today.. Reached home ard 1am yst..coz i served in Gloria Jeans yst.. did the closing and stuff..then took a Mecz cab home together with En Long, Betsi..and a ger i dunno her name..coz she's from Usher ministry.. En long wanted to send mi to my doorstep..but i didnt let him do that..coz its so troublesome and the uncle need to wait somemore need to walk some distance.. but anyway thank him for his sincerity..

Yst business was not that good.. tink maybe its becoz the service ended early ba.. anyway i've changed cell group..and tats quite sad..no more hong peng and elisha..no more jokers le.haiz.. Chelsia and mi will be joining a Tiong Bahru cg..sianz..and its on FRIDAY.. no more going out le..haiz.. and the leader is Ban chuan.. hmm dunno him veri well..anyway hope that we can know them more in the meeting ba.. Jerry got to stay wit Bro Kelvin and Eric..so good haiz.. Some of them cried..some of them happy wit the change..kinda of contridicting huh? anyway for mi.. i tink im gotten use to it le ba..its not the first time that im changing cg..just that i will miss Elisha, he will always send mi home after cg..and we will buy drinks at 7-11 and talk talk.. haiz..suan le..

We did not chat yst..coz he was tired and i tink he needs rest..need to work so early in the morning somemore.. but the feeling of missing someone is so toturing.. he has become part of my life le.. i dun wish for much..i just wish that.. we can be together....Always...

So fast and its coming to the end of the week le.. So naughty of mi to skip the SOP lesson today..just dont feel like going.. so sian to see that Leonard Liau face.. haha

Went to sch today.. ask Syafiqah to help mi do the aeroplane card for HO YIN.. for those of u who know him.. tink onli XIAO HAN.. u will know how much i "LOVE" him.. sian lor.yet they assign mi to do this kind of shit work.. haha but anyway GOD SAYS: LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR AS URSELF... suan le.. haha coz he going back HK next week le.. tink he wont be back until a few mths ba.. yeah..finally.. oops that's bad of mi.. anyway he is my church member... Went for WP.. supposingly to do the past yr paper.but then got fire drill so teacher say lets have a chat... wow her chat is surely power..coz it lasted for almost two hours.. but from what she told us..her life..her children..everything..i tink i learn alot from her and got some revelations from her.. Indeeed she is not who we tink she is..always tot of her as the TIGRESS..haha today i got a different perceptions of her..

I went to ktv with my precious cousins yst.. mit xh first, coz that Cindy auntie is working.. so we both went to walk walk ard FAR EAST PLAZA.. suddenly tot of dying my hair..so we walk ard to ask the prices..but in the end all so ex..so nv dye lor.. instead i cut my fringe..and did hair extension hahaha.. nv try before ma..its all xh fault..she la..psycho mi to do so de.. muahaha.. nt bad..then after that we went to eat RAMEN..oh GOSH..i tot i suppose to da dao ri ben?? hehe.. then we went to CInELEISURE to sing KTV.. shiok man..but threee hrs onli..so fast then finish le..no kick de..still got so much songs haven sing.. haha we took alot of pics inside the kiv..ppl walkin past would have tot that we r mad..lol..dun care abt what other ppl see..most impt is happy can le.. hehe..

Reach home ard 11 plus.. took a bath..and chatted with my pooh bear.. sweet sweet memories i got there... lol

Im too tired to blog...just got back from the CCA Bridge Leader's Farewell party..so fast and I've been in this CCA for 2 yrs... anyway I enjoyed myself today..took alot of pictures.. and Wanna thank the juniors for putting in so much effort for the mask...

He did not work today.. and he msged mi in the morning until nite.. and Im kinda of touched by some words he told mi.. Time..is all we need now.. I dun wish to rush..I dun wan to regret.. He called mi..but i miss it..coz i was too busy taking photos just now..but i called him back..and its so comforting to hear his voice.. He asked mi to go the chalet.. but i dunno his frens.. i wished..but i got sch..haiz.. im falling, falling deeper into a hole with no regrets...

Life and Death lies in the power of the tongue....


Indeed every quarrels, misunderstanding, conflicts started from the mouth.. whether everything will be ok oso will depend on the mouth.. great verse to learn from..trust mi..it will get useful in certain stages of ur life....

ALL THE BEST....TO PPL WHO ARE HAVING THIS KIND OF SITUATION NOW>>>

God created the Heaven and the Earth and on the Seventh day.. He took a rest and from that day onwards.. The Seventh day is called the Sabbath day.. which is Sunday...

Yupz.. its the Sabbath Day today and im resting and slacking at home since the moment i open my eyes.. read the newspaper.. watch my fav vcd..tian guo de jia yi..seems that ive been promoting this show to everyone on earth.. nice show but abit draggy..Did my tutorials.. research for the projects...and basically i was chatting away on Msn the whole day.. Got a new guy call Eugene msg mi in Skype..and we chatted..so happen he work with Leong in the same company as mechanic.. lol..next time i got car..can ask them to repair for mi le..

Mummy went to Interchange to help mi return the Vcd to sui yi.. (xiao yi).. she worked in Action Videos ma..so everytime got new show she will intro my cousin and mi.. for FREE..muahahha.jealous rite u ppl..lol.. then mummy bought KFC for mi..Oh man.. sinful sinful.. but i nv ate the skin la..onli abit..yes trust mi onli a little big.. arghhh..but then dun eat the CURRY one..not nice de.. eeeeeee.. so regret man..and i feel so bloated now.. keep burping.. help.... its time to run more on tuesday le.. muahahahha

I thank GOD for my life rite now.. and Im happy with what I have... I will hold on to my convictions and beliefs.. and my faith shall not be waivered.. No matter what trials may befall.. i will keep on walking in the tunnel of darknes..until i found the light.....

有谁能够告诉我　　时间的海多深
你和我的心　明明曾经是相爱的
是否你还听得到　我呼喊你的声音
为何我有种靠不近你的心情

＊越来越不能够相信　生命之中没有你
好像天国没有美丽的嫁衣

＃为什么在我的眼睛　总有预感将要下雨
就算走在人群里　也觉得好孤寂
为什么在你的眼睛　我看不到你的疼惜
难道爱已溶化在时间里

有谁能够告诉我　爱的天国多远
你和我的梦　是否可能会实现

Repeat ＊,＃

为什么相爱的原因　随着你转身的离去
爱的天国已遥不可及

Friday nite.. Just reach home ard 11.30... i went out wit koong today... main purpose?? to eat the choc Fondue!!! shiok ah.. hahah..

We went shop shop awhile at Raffles City.. While i go and take my passport size photo..the stupid salesgirl got this damn F**ked up attitude lor.. im the customer lor..i can demand to take another one.. since she is using a digi cam.. stupid lor.. dun let mi see her if not i slap her man..hahah

Then we went to our destination.. Hagen Daz at ESPLANADE... wooooo.. order the fondue for two person..and when it arrives our face was so sua khoo lor.. shld have took down the pic.. there were 36 small ice cream.. one plate of fruits..some nuts and the melting chocolate.. we did not ate dinner lor.. and in the end did not manage to finish it.. even though its so little chocolate.. its too filling.. now i declare i wont be eating choco and ice cream for two weeks.. wa super grosss hahahah...and even until now i still feel veri full lor..

Then after that we went to Suntec, bought a blouse at TOPSHOP.. dun like TOPSHOP lor..everytime change their clothes de lei.. tat time i like a blouse from there..and its onli 3 weeks now its gone..damn it..but anyway i like thiss blouse alot.. 43 buckz and i tink its worth it.. Saw Sheera.. aibo.. kelvin... Freddy.. suddenly miss them alot.. hehe

Went back to tampines..and saw aaron and ada.. chatted with him veri long.. and im glad he found a job and forget abt that b**Tch le.. miss them alot.. and oso Wang too..since he went in army haven seen him... and yongshun..heard from aaron that he got come mit them too..i just hope that this godbro of mine will walk out of the darkness soon...

Thank God for frens...

At this moment..im feeling veri bad... arghhhh..having stomach cramp now.. thanks to my auntie visiting mi.. yucks.. its sux...i seldom have it.. mi and my big mouth la..go yaya to ppl say i seldom have..and now.. my karma came true... hahaha..feeling so bloated...and the pain is still there..hope i got a panadol..but i ran out of it.. zzz.how bad can it be??

Today we had 3 hrs break.. we r suppose to go to a mall and record down how did the shops fare for their customer service.. and i chose...Novena Square de Bodyshop..haha..went with Syafiqah..mei mei.. Rusydi..Justin.. Yani and Fadzilah..onli two chn nia..haha but it was fun..we went to eat at the Magic Wok..and had some great funni incidents there..which i shall not mention..if not Rusydi will blush haha..then we went to the different shops to evaluate.. mi went wit mei mei lor.. I bought a cream from Bodyshop for my stupid dark eye rings..well hope it works..then kanna psycho by the salesgirl to buy the eyeshadow..so i just went in for 10 mins..and 50bucks is gone..ahhhh my heart is so painful now..regret it so much..and did i mention i bought a pair of slipper from CHARLES AND KEITH..

SEE XUE LI..u need to save money le..cant spend so much le.. well anyway tmr mi going out wit KOOONG to eat the fondue..ppl out there dun jealous abt it..oso going to celebrate her bd wit her..tink she veri ke lian... well hope we will enjoy ourselves ba...cant type anymore le..the stomache cramp is freaking mi out...

Did not had a great start today.. Went to the bank to cashed in my bursary cheque in the morning.. then i realise something.. damn it i did not bring my farecard...time was running late.. and i got a talk in sch.. so i did not went back home to take it.. but later i felt regret of not doing so...

I went to the 7-11 to buy some sweets so as to have some loose change for the bus.. total have 1.60 tink it should be more than enough.. then went to take bus 12.. gave 55 cents and the bus driver look at mi.. where is ur bus pass? i told him i forgot to bring tats y i gave coins ma.. then he say sorry it should be 80 cents.. I was furious lor.. come on lor im in uniform..isn't this the best proof that im a student. if he want i dun mind give him see my text book lor.. then he say sorry hor its the rules.. damn it i was so angry and mad.. die liao lor.. so im left wit 80 cents... if such a short dist requires 80 cents then go BISHAN more worse lor.. Alighted at the ulu busstop.. hope to find someone to change coins wit mi.. but no one.. miss the bus 53..i was tinking whether to take cab anot..but not worth it lor.. i stood there like a fool..damn it.. then a uncle come i quickly go over and change wit him.. but he dun have.. how bad can my day be????want go sch oso cant..haiz.. then he found 80 cents in his pocket and he gave mi.. wow i realli want to thank him lor..when he go le he still say bye bye to mi..such a good uncle..in the end the bus trip was 1.50...haiz..spent so much just to go BISHAN..

Secretaries from SAPES came to our sch to give a talk.. not bad la..coz no need to have PE ma.. hahaha.. so basically today go sch do nothing de.. then after sch mit SELINE we go BUGIS to walk walk.. then go SEIYU..guess wad..they having their D&D.. i just step in...and we are chased out..damn it..so suay..BUGIS without SEIYU..is soo boring..so no place to walk..we go to sit down near the cinema and chat chat..then went down to mit my cousin MI JIE..

We going to eat steamboat together..wooo..shiok man..walk here and there..cant find..then call my informant....diaoz so in the end its so near yet so far..just tat they change the name...duhz... its a shanghai steamboat.. got the spicy chicken soup..veri special.. we ate from 6.45-8.45 like dat.. wooo..chatted and chatted..until we r so bloated man.. lol.. i delcare SELYN YAP as the champion.. non-stop lor.. muahaha...nv say die spirit..

after eating went back home le.. going to watch my VCD le.. muahaha.. lucky MI JIE remb to bring... pray hard that tmr RAJES not coming sch.. coz she say she got doc appt..then shiok man..no school hahaha.. k la..tired le.. DA DAO RI BEN>>>DA DAO RI BEN.. muahahahh

Monday...starting of a new week.. had a good start today.. went to sch as usual.. without dragging my feet..coz i got a good rest on Sunday.. Mit seline to go sch today..ya we were talking then suddenly tot of going to walk walk after sch on TUE.. hehe coz i finish sch early tmr... so long nv go out le.. i was so happy abt it lor..going to have steamboat man.. wit my cousin..coz she oso feel like eating..hope we will have a good time out wor.. hehe..

Got two hour break in btw..so we went out of sch to eat as usual..talkin along the road..then suddenly uncle david call mi..and say he saw mi..oops..so no image..hahaha yeah btw uncle david going to buy car soon le wor.. so must know how to zuo ren le..muahahah.. back to our lunch.we went to eat at a coffeeshop..ate fishball noodle..and yeah its realli fishball and noodles nia..power lor..cant finish it..coz the noodles is like almost free so much lor.. then we went to walk walk at J8.. we were shopping walking around.. then suddenly got the feeling of eating DURIANS.. muahaha so we went to buy Durians muauhahah and decide to bring back to school..yummy... reach sch..GIlyn and Jess went to take things for AH LOH..then mi and HK was walking up the stairs..when one horrible voice call out my name..AH HENG man..oh man... she going to confiscate my nice nice DURIANS..asked mi to get back from her after school..hahhaha

stupid keeping thinking of it during OA lessons... then decided to give it a try..we go down to ah heng office..and she was talkin to another section head..so while she is talking..we just took the durians..and here we are..wooooo..went to a deserted classroom and we had our FEAST there..woo so shiok man.. all yellow meat somemore..delicious..

Sianz..consequences?? i tink im going to have a sore throat soon.. my throat is feeling dry..damnit..hahahahhaa

I was at home the whole day slacking away..watching tv...chatting wit frens..and surfing net...

wad a boring day huh?? haha i totally agree to it man.. mummy was sick..and she went to see doc in the morning..its flu.. daddy was sick too.. losing his voice..tink he got a bad cold and sore throat..germs and viruses are flying around in my house.. tink i should get a mask soon..anyway hope they will recover soon..


I was surfing the net..and came across this forum...where they recommend the nice food in SINGAPORE..thats when i saw the title CHOCOLATE FONDUE...OH man...it brings back memories...i've been wanting to eat that for the past 6 mths..but nobody want to accompany man..either is I no money..if not is they dun like chocolate...who who who...will be the one to go wit mi???? even i cant taste it .. i can feel the hot chocolate oozing out from the fruits..oh man..how sinful it is..but i dun CARE.. Slimming programme is at the back of my mind...im going to eat that man..and i SWEAR i am..maybe im just going out to the streets and pretend to do some survey..asking them abt wad they feel abt chocolate..and in the end pull one of them in with mi..muahahhahahaah....im mad am i??

From my 2 hrs research on the net..i found out that the best chocolate fondue in SINGAPORE Is...... from Max Brenner at Esplanade Mall..their chocolate came from Belgain..and the price is acceptable..definetely below 15 buckz...and the second placing is Haagen Daz oso from EM...cant believe EM actually got so many chocolate heaven..oh man i cant believe it..im drooling when im typing it...

so for those guys interested, pls msg mi..when are u free..preferably to go by this week..coz im quite free this week..pls dun hestitate..thank you...

I was at home the whole day slacking away..watching tv...chatting wit frens..and surfing net...

wad a boring day huh?? haha i totally agree to it man.. mummy was sick..and she went to see doc in the morning..its flu.. daddy was sick too.. losing his voice..tink he got a bad cold and sore throat..germs and viruses are flying around in my house.. tink i should get a mask soon..anyway hope they will recover soon..


I was surfing the net..and came across this forum...where they recommend the nice food in SINGAPORE..thats when i saw the title CHOCOLATE FONDUE...OH man...it brings back memories...i've been wanting to eat that for the past 6 mths..but nobody want to accompany man..either is I no money..if not is they dun like chocolate...who who who...will be the one to go wit mi???? even i cant taste it .. i can feel the hot chocolate oozing out from the fruits..oh man..how sinful it is..but i dun CARE.. Slimming programme is at the back of my mind...im going to eat that man..and i SWEAR i am..maybe im just going out to the streets and pretend to do some survey..asking them abt wad they feel abt chocolate..and in the end pull one of them in with mi..muahahhahahaah....im mad am i??

From my 2 hrs research on the net..i found out that the best chocolate fondue in SINGAPORE Is...... from Max Brenner at Esplanade Mall..their chocolate came from Belgain..and the price is acceptable..definetely below 15 buckz...and the second placing is Haagen Daz oso from EM...cant believe EM actually got so many chocolate heaven..oh man i cant believe it..im drooling when im typing it...

so for those guys interested, pls msg mi..when are u free..preferably to go by this week..coz im quite free this week..pls dun hestitate..thank you...

Time now is 1.50..just reach home after a long day from church..yeah can say this is the first time i stay in church until so late on a sat nite..ooooohhhh..was feeling better after a nice shower.. i was damn sticky and tired just now in the cab...I did CLOSING for GLORIA JEANS.. which is my ministry.. that explain y i so late then reach home..

Reach church at 2pm..and always im the first to reach...haha cant help but to say that im a PUNCTUAL person..think a few ppl will agree wit mi esp SELYN..xiao HAN..Cindy u all..hahahha.. ya then did opening.. carry these and that..tink i realli will slim down lor..so hot there..somemore walk here and there always..and i find that after sweat so much.. i have no mood to eat le..so basically every sat i nv eat dinner onli ate one meal....wooo its good to join a ministry man.. hahaha.. today was so busy..that i keep giving the wrong change..lucky the HOLY SPIRIT reminded mi.. SALES was $1522.30 today..not bad over wad we targetted.. GOOD JOBS guys..

And also i got to know a few more friends.. Betsy, JOEL 1 and JOEL 2, JOEL's BRO, EN LONG..(Handsome guy ) wor.. Tze Hua, EvoNE, SHAWn..(my type of guy) too bad got gf le hahah, Ignatius.. all of them are friendly.. and good to mi.. except BRO tze hwa..he veri fierce and is a perfectionist..so im kinda of scared lor.. haha when he beside mi.my hand tremble..and drop the cheesecake.damnit man.. hahaha

Dragon heart..the chief moderator of CHillicrap one of the forum i visit..say he saw mi today when hes in church..ooooohhh..so many ppl but i cant remember him liao..coz he onli bought the mineral water for mi.. LOL..love this ministry alot..i can eat and drink anything i want.. but its not good..when it comes to opening and closing..so tedious lol..

hehe next week no need to serve...finally can enjoy one sat wit chelsia le..anyway thats abt it..im too tired to think of anything to write..

Chance.. For those who dun cherish opportunites and chances.. Please wake up.. dun time and time again..betray the trust of a person..it hurts..not the one who betray but the one who gave the chance.. time and time u hurt the person.. time and time when the person tot that there is hope..there is a future...


My heart hurts... its the pain of knowing the truth...the pain of knowing that you lied to mi again.. the pain of u betraying my trust... this shall be the last time....




HISTORY IS REPEATING ITSELF



I got nothing to say.. nothing to type.. i just hope that someone will be here for mi to listen to my complaints..listen to my woes... accompanied mi from a drink..

Its been so long since Ive blogged..seriously been having quite a number of friends asking mi.."hey u die liao ah...U got bf liao ah??" Y so long no online??"..

Reason is: the most simple reason..my com was infested wit TONNES of VIRUS and SPYWARE..and when i mean TONNES..its realli alot lor..damn it..dunno do system recovery so many times until i cant remember le..finally now better abit le..can online le..hehe..missed bloogin man..missed my frens whom we always chat online...

How's my life?? still the same..busy wit school projects..work..and my malay frens and I are organising a Graduation Nite..for the whole dept..its a Quality Hotel..didnt know organising an event can be so tiring man..we asked ppl..msged ppl..so far the response has been well.hope in the end they will not sabo us ba..

I oso started to serve in Church le..Serving Gloria Jeans..its a small cafe in church..Sell coffee, Cakes, dessert, and alot of things..its fun there..and realli veri busy wor..the ppl there are friendly and patient in teaching mi the ropes..and soon i enjoy serving..but the result?? i got muscle ache on the next day haha..super tired wor..but its great..xiao han..all ur fault la..see la no cafe then i served in Gloria Jeans..LOL..hope u get wad i mean...

I meet Bullshit that day to watch THE EYE 10..yeah first time miting him..but im not excited wor..haha dunno lei..not like when i first met Alvin that kind of feeling..anyway the movie is a bit gong gong la..some parts no ending de..hehe and the movie was my veri veri veri belated bd present from him..anyway tks wor...

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