Thursday, September 30, 2004'♥
song im listening to: escape to paradise
yooohooo... finally finish my PR presentation liao... so happy sia.. well our grp did a topic on chocolates.. and yst i satyed at hm to do the chocolates so as to give my classmates... yesh at first i was afraid nt much ppl will like.. and somemore i hand made de lei.. but in the end the response nt bad.. so realli wan to thank everyone of their support wor... ya too bad i tok abit fast lor.. haiz everytime i present sure gt do something stupid de la..
Hmm today is wei si last day liao..abit sad lor.. I sure sure misss her de.. she jux now gave mi a packet of biscuit.. then i ask her y she say coz i always buy something for her ma.. lol.. so touched.. haiz so fast 2 yrs pass liao.. see her grown up so much.. can say that i got a bond wit her lor.. lol.. anyway life is like dat de.. good things will nv last de.. i jux hope she will grow up faster and she will still remember mi.. lol...
I was so tired today play badminton wit my pe teacher and justin (BM).. wa now my arm was so suan lorr.. tmr sure pain de.. haiz// After sw wang mum suddenly called mi say he nv go home.. haiz this guy hor dunno when will he grow up de.. quarrel wit mum always go out de... the mum was like so worry.. haiz.. anyway i found where he is liao.. he betta call his mum back soon.. if nt im going to disvulge his hiding place.. lol
With Love, 6:21 PM
Wednesday, September 29, 2004'♥
Song Im lietening to: when will i ever see u again
Well I was so damn fucked up with HIM.. wad a BIG MOUTH he got man.. stupid jux told him something and he went to tell other ppl... tats it he is condemn by the 7 sisters.. all of us shall Anti-him now.. such a great gossiper man...
YSt play gunbound again wit him, wa lao i nearly die of anger lor... keep sayin its my fault.. haiz wadever la.. from now on i wont play so much liao...
Tmr havin the PR presentation, I hope our grp will do well.. I want to show ppl that we can do it.. and oso I have prepare a surprise for the 7 sisters.. haha tmr u all shall know wad is it.. hmmm today daddy going for followup... I stay at hm man.. need to do project and my speech for tmr... haiz// they say Mr ramu say got 4 person the mcq get full mark and hk tink its mi,, haiz i dun even dare to tink lor;; they realli tink im GOd man.. I realli dunno how to do lor;; argh they r giving mi pressure...zzzz
Havin my period now// haiz heavy flow lei.. i feel so lethrgic rite now.. God strengthen mi ba..haha Kelvin jux called mi ask mi wan go out ma.. I haven say anything he help mi reply liao,,,, "mei you kong, wo you heng duo gong ke..." haha stupid him... actually ya lor/// so busy nowadays...
With Love, 4:23 PM
Tuesday, September 28, 2004'♥
song im listening to: sunrise
hmmmm so sianz wor.. today finish sch early nothign to do now haha.. wang called mi jux now,,, haha so long no chat lioa.. no choice ma ppl got GIGI lei.. haha ask mi wan go steamboat ma. he mux be nuts// tink i damn rich ah... well hope to mit him soon.. so long no see him liao.. lolx..
Well after sch jux now.. xw bf wen zhong cum pick her up.. as for emerly her bf bunny oso cum .. haha so gd wor... ke lian de 5 others sista.. all so lonely hahah.. well nvm ba.. yi ge ren sheng huo is ok la.. (to console myself ) haha.. well yst i argue wit bull shit... coz of wad?? Gunbound hahahahahahha stupid lor.. haiz reminds mi of the time I with Ivan.. sianz -_-... then after that he apologise say he oso dun want to be like Ivan de.. (coz i got tell him be4 ma)... well in the end ok le lor..
I want to go dye my hair tis fri.. coz i so sian of this colour liao.. maybe i want to cut my fringe ba.. but dunno suit my fat face ma? haha... well my cousin wedding is cuming liao.. abt 30 days.. realli veri excited.. mux buy dress, heels, bags.. haiz so many things sia.. haha first time lei..I becum ah yi wor.. lol.. realli hope she and John will chang chang jiu jiu and she will forget her past.. live happily wor.. well tat day i sure wan to take a lot of photos de muahaha..
k la mi wan to go bathe liao.. so sleepy but no time to sleep later have to prepare wad i wanted to say for the PR Presentation on thur.. haiz STRESS!!!!!!
With Love, 4:46 PM
Sunday, September 26, 2004'♥
Song im listening to: none
Went to watch the xing jin cha gu shi by jackie chan wit kelvin.. veri nice i strongly recommend that movie.. so funny and the polot was gd.. at first wanted to watch white chicks but too bad it was veri late lor.. so in the end watch that show haha... after the show went to eat then go hm le....
I cant control myself liao.. I love him.. He is always so caring de.. I miss him.. I chat wit him until 4 am yst.. knw alot abt his family.. haiz poor boi.. dun worry the elephant u oredered will be send to u one day de.. hahaa.. muahahahahah..muacks
With Love, 9:33 PM
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song im listening to: soemwhere only we know
sorry that i nv regulary blog nowadays.. coz abit sian and i dun even have de time..
Went to ying ying hse after dinner.. she got aanother flat at boon lay beside the condo at chinese garden damn rich lor.. haha.. the hse waas so big man..well played a few games and it was fun realli.. then joseph came and he bought fireworks... and mi being the most kiasu go open and play.. then stupidly the others follow.. wa lao.. be4 we knew it.. the whole place was filled with smoke lor... realli like in a fire scene... haha... it was so choking even the whole house and room kanna lor.. cant even see each of us properly.. so in the end we went down to the playground.. alot of ppl were celebrating the mid-autumn festival.. we oso got bring mooncakes and lanterns.. Joseph going in army nxt week.. poor him.. haiz seeme like most of my guy fren is in army now.. sian lor.. then we celebrate for him lor.. they bought him a cd player.. it was so late until then we realise the buses were leaving the last bus lor.. haiz keep running to the bus stop haha lucky i got SW lesson in ite so i can run hahahah..
Then Lupin caleed and say he sending wei and her fren hm so i lopang lor.. hahahaa then in the end we go to bedok 85 eat,, it was so fun.. and the food okok nia.. i dunno y so many ppl like the ba chor mee.. like dat onli ma.. then he sent each of us hm lor.. tks lupin coz he stay so far away from us ma.. he stay at choa chu kang.. nxt week see him mux say thank u liao.. I was abit tired but.......
I dunno why jux now he told mi that he sleeping liao.. then i saw him online... haiz in my mind i was thinking is he tokin to another ger?? i tink maybe i tink too much liao.. but somehow or rather i oso dunno y feel veri sad oso.. then i told him i bad mood dun wan tok to him. coz if he want tok to mi he wld msg mi de lor.. but now not at all.. haiz.. i tink this time mi and him oso will have no ending de la.. its always like dat.,.. everytime i like a person.. i wont be wit him de.. suan le.. better concentrate on my sutdies ba... im too tired to tink of all these...
With Love, 1:22 AM
Thursday, September 23, 2004'♥
SOng Im Listening To: none
well these few days nv blog coz got 3 reasons.. one is im damn tired, Im damn busy and the other is Im damn stress... wa all the dealines cuming together lor.. tmr mux hand in PR project, got E-biz CA, Do Ent discussion.. Going crazy sooon man,,, I was damn busy until I dun even have the time to sms sometimes.. die le la.. tmr got CA and I dun haven even study finish.. I swear lor... seriously.. 6 chapters.. yst Jessie saw mi online she ask mi study until which chapter liao.. wa lao i nv reply lor.. coz it was damn paiseh coz i onli at chapter 3.. then today in class Andrew they all were yayaing their memorising skills man.,.. STRESS AH>> wa lao.. I dun even understand wad they say lor.. haiz this time die le lor.. Got a B i oso happy liao..haiz...no confident at all lor.. so many things to bei.. poor hk she is reprinting the whole PR project cant share her burden man.. feel so bad.. everyone today is damn stress man.. we r having migrane lor.. zzzzz
These few days always got tok to that BULLSHIT... hahah veri funny lor.. he is so gong gong.. and he owe mi a movie wor.. lol
With Love, 5:20 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004'♥
These few days nv blog becoz my internet connection something wrong.. well actually this few days so so nia// everyday biang projects.. mit deadlines..
My DAD
Remember when Im young, My house is always so noisy.. fill with quarrels of my parents.. My dad would always came hm drunk.. spotuing nonsense.. scolding my mum.. and my mum would always bring mi out of the hse.. At that time I quite hate him.. I always compare him with my frens dad...But i dunno how much he dote on mi..
When I was Primary five.. My dad had severe gastric pain.. and he was admitted into the hospital at the middle of the nite.. Since then, he learnt his lesson and he seldom drink liao..Mybe i grow up liao.. I seldom communicate with him.. I seldom bring him out.. when he ask mi things I will say he veri fan.. I dun actually cared.. even Father's day I nv buy anything from him..
Last week he injured his hands while workin.. the doc asked him to go to Changi General Hospital for operation.. I dun even cared abt his condition.. nv go and ask at all... Jux now my mum told mi to pray for my dad,, coz he seems scared and worry abt him.. Coz he dunno English, and he can onli speak hokkien.. When I saw him smokin alone outside the corridor.. I suddenly feel that he has aged alot.. and I feel so bad... I nv cherish him at all.. I suddenly feel so sad...
I decided to accompany him to the hospital tmr.. and he was so happy.. can see from his face..thats when i feel better... Im sorry daddy...
With Love, 5:26 PM
Monday, September 20, 2004'♥
I Love Him.... I tell myself I cant... I hope he won lie to mi like the others....
With Love, 8:52 PM
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Song Im Litsetning TO: Mr Ramu's voice
Sch reopen again... sianz..jux woke up and I found that I got sore throat..stupid lor.. Dun feel like going sch at all... Yst tok to Gong gong until 1am.. zzz.. haiz Im so sick..
Now in sch typing my blog.. *argh* feel like going home sia.. Steph veri power she chiong almost everyday in teh holiday..haah she is my idol man.. Stupid wang chaange new hp and yaya to mi.. haiz k la i go reply his msg ba..
today is a stupid day............-_- four more days to happiness...
With Love, 9:35 AM
Friday, September 17, 2004'♥
Song Im listening to: Dont say goodbye by xu ru yun..
Stupid dexun I tink he angry wit mi lor.. nv reply my msg.. wa lao so xiao qi i onli forgot reply then he say i tao.. haiz.. gong gong him..
went out wit the 6 sisters jux now// JESSIE, xw, steph, gilyn and hk... we went to take photos the whole evening.. from Esplanade, Merlion, Fullerton Hotel (toilet hah), Cavengah bridge and lastly Boat quay... the night secenery realli veri nice.. hmm i tink tis time we nv took so much pic ba.. but i knw i sure gt a lot of photos de.. so be prepared to pay alot ba..
Well a day jux passed by so quickly.. Kelvin called mi say he moving back to Redhill liao.. his mum sold the flat away.. haiz poor him lor.. but at least he move back Redhill got more freedom ba.. haiz i tink his grandma veri bad lor.. all becoz of her they have to move.. so tis sunday nt mitin him watch movie liao.. -_-...
Dunno y I feel that guys always break their promises.. this minute they say the love u veri much.. and when u reject them.. they str away go find another target.. sian lei.. y mux be so practical???? One of them is davin lor.. got stead need to call mi and yaya wan de ma?? stupid.. haiz..
K la mi veri tired liao.. after walkin the whole day.. and im so sleepy liao... tmr im going church.. stupid lor have to bring the stupid laptop all the way there to return to chelsia.. haiz.. as for kelvin and JESSIE.. bear wit it for a moment ba..bei xiang na me duo le..
With Love, 11:14 PM
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Song Im listening to: when love and hate collide
This song is last time that Ivan send mi de...haiz so long liao... its been five months liao.. time realli pass veri fast lor...
yst went to mit Kelvin my god bro to la kopi i was late lor.. stupid bus la.. then he nag and nag.. haha he ask mi y i so gd ask him out,,, I say i veri stress lor need to relax abit.So bad of him. say i always gt problems then ask him out de ...hehe actually its the truth dunno y i got problems always tink of him.. maybe becoz he is younger than mi muahaha...we act high class lor haha we went to Starbucks.. Order a pasta salad... and my fav frappucino Rhumba,,, i go there onli drink these nia.. for ur info.. nxt time dun go and oreder the pasta salad... it suckz... not nice de.. nearly puke hahah.. Kelvin veri siao wan lor.. the drink oredi got whipped cream he still go and ask for one more small cup of it.. eeeeee.. sooo er xing... well sit there and chat lor.. I got bring the laptop ma.. so we surf net there... haiz too bad there veri cold.. so after awhile we went out of that place.. and go shop shop ard....chat a lot abt his poly life and a ger he likes.. haha. so gd man at least he got a target.. and motivation to go school.. mi lei.. no one i like at all.. sianz.. then we tok abt kissing.. haha stupid hor.. then he say he abt a yr plus nv kiss ppl.. for mi ard 5 mths ba..forgot the feeling liao hahahahaha...
Chat with dexun at msn,, i tink i siao liao.. keep sayin stupid things to him lor.. Then he say he tired liao wan slp.. so offline liao.. then suddenly my hp ring adn he call mi hahah stupid lor.. scare mi sia.. then chat abt an hr.. he realli cannot tahan liao.. somemore still have to work so i let him off le.... kan ni ke lian hor...anyway i enjoy myself yst.. totally nv study at all.. but i tink i have relax enough liao.. so tonite got to study abit liao..
going out soon wit the 6 sister?? 6?? haha czo poor emerly msg mi jux now say she sick ad vomitted.. vomit?? she is pregnant?? haha no la .. so ger u betta rest well and take care wor.. dun worry we will show u the receipt de.. muahhahha...k buai buai
With Love, 1:29 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004'♥
Song Im listening to: 91.3fm
Chelsia borrowed mi her laptop yst nite.. haiz I was doing Wp until 3am lor.. no choice today she need to use it for her assignment too..but still wanna thank her.. for bringing her laptop all the way from NUS to mi.. thanks ger.
I created a private blog for myself... my darkest secrets will be exposed there.. no ppl has access to it.. i tink that blog skins nicer than this lor.. anyway i spent one hr doing that man.. so troublesome..
Holidays still left abt 4 days le... haiz tink that throughout this week I haven even relax abit.. Hope later Chelsia will be free,,, feel like going to Coffeebean to have a coffee and chat there/// so long nv relax myself liao...these few days i bind with projects and assignment.. sianz.. life sux totally for mi now....
K la I need to go mit Eric for bs liao.. will update my blog tmr ba.. anyway tmr the 7 sisters will be having a outing to take photos at Esplanade// tink last min sure gt ppl cant make it wan.. haiz used to it le..
With Love, 1:06 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004'♥
SOng Im Listening to: none
I spent my whole afternoon changing my blogskin.. haiz so sick of that pervious wan.. humans r like dat...always nt satisfied.. when new things come.. will tend to discard the old things haha.. chat wit yao at msn jux now.. today yaya abt his stupid microphone.. keep singing...*ARGH* STOP KILLING MI WIT UR VOICE WILL YA!!! hahahahah.. Im waiting for him to nuy a mic for mi man.. welll.. did nothign the whole afternoon.. so sianz..
Wad am I doing man.. I suppose to be out there studying.. here I am spending the whole afternoon slacking.. where is all the motivation.. took out the notes and its still there lyin at the same position.. Stupid Shirley.. u got to do something quick.. times is running out.. stop all this nonsense!!!!!!! and where are u now??? still at chapter one!!! stupid gong gong...
Later im going to cg.. I hope Chelsia will remember to bring laptop.. coz need to borrow from her to do my assignment.. haiz.. seems like i had not enough time liao.. Kill mi Ba!!!!!!thks ah chelsia sorry for all the troubles.. xin ku ni le.. k la i better go dig my head into the notes.... NO time liao....
With Love, 1:51 PM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004'♥
Song im listening to: U n Mi
Rainy day again.. woke up early today to go Seline's house to take the cd drive haiz my cd drive spoilt lei.. yao cumin my hsse to fix today.. Saw her cousin baby..woo so cute lei.. and he keep smilin at mi.so bubu wor.. haha
Mit Emerly and Bunny first coz i reach early ma.. haiz. then we go Library to borrow books and I borrow a book on Stress Management..can say its a gd wan// exactly wad i need to know now..hehe then Hk reach liao..we went to Popular to buy papers for the project..Xw didnt cum she say she stomache,, poor ger ...
Reach Gilyn hse oredi quite late liao// then we were printing the project for the whole day.. yes whole day jux to print 14 paper.. power rite.. haha coz her printer was soooooooo sloooooow... wa realli sianz lei.. and the colour.. run colour liao.. haha no choice other than her no ppl can use liao.. We went to Rivervale plaza to buy lunch.. guess wad jux as we finish buyin started to rain heavily liao.. zz no choice lor.. we were drenched man.. haiz.. wad a day///
Mit yao at Pasir ris interchange.. he was LATE!!!!!!! again lor.. everytime like dat wan lor.. still dare to msg mi say its to cultivate my patience.. wad the.. fine lor.. haha today need his help dun quarrel wit him.. haha.. But in the end he treat mi drink bubble tea la.. so still nt that bad..Wow he realli veri pro in com lei.. fix here and there/// within one hr.. ok liao.. and All the pieces of the cd stuck inside the drive is out.. SUPERMAN!!!! hehe.. then we play wit wei si and zhiying.. he like zhi ying better... hmm everyone tink wei si cuter lei..hhaha///
Christine bought a webcam.. adn the bth of us were like laughin lor.. coz her face gong gong de..(she dunnnno yao was there)// so she pose gong gong pose hahah///
Never sent him downstairs to take bus... then suddenly he called mi say he wait the bus so long until he du lan.. and he walked to interchange..power lei him.. nv got lost.. hahaha// When he reach hm laio.. yaya his webcam to mi.. zzz all ppl yayaing to mi their webcam today.. I oso want!!!! lolx,,,Mi jie msg mi ask mi wan go back bATAM THIS SAT MA??.. haiz i dunno lei... i oso veri confused
OkOK I wan go rest liao..
With Love, 11:03 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004'♥
SOng Im Listening To: none
Well woke up quite early today coz today going to go xw hse do project.. suppose to mit for breakfast in the end one by one all woke up late.. and onli mi and emerly go eat together lor.. haiz.. haha anyway we ate the vegetarian food.. yeah its nice.. and so full man,, until 8pm then i ate my dinner hahh...well did our Pr project for the whole day...some of them were watchin Cinderella.. haha i find it lame so i type my project lor...after the project we went to Eastpoint to walk walk.. and go to the pet safari.. wooo the doggy is sooooooo cute,, hehe so ke ai lei..wish that I own one of them man.. lolx..
Mit seline at tam inter.. she wanted to buy skirt and some groceries.. and I wanted to Go Ebase ma..coz got sales,,, haha tam outlet cheaper wor.. I bought 2 blouse one is 15 one is 20.. hehe so nice wor.. love it alot.. been wanting the 15 buckz blouse for so long liao.. but that time i saw is 49 buckz damn ex lor.. now is soooo cheap lucky i nv buy that time if nt I will vomit blood de.. haha.. went Metro walk walk.. guess who I saw haha.. Mrs heng wor.. my section head.. she was in the Lingerine dept,, haah kanna caught red handed.. lolz/// chat awhile then we go NUTC which is our last place to go.. hehe saw siew kiao.. last time my colleague.. hehe she is still so cute.. nu ren yue lao yue ke ai wor.. hahaha...then went hm after that.. hmmm one day jux passed like this haiz... still left 6 more days haiz.. Im so scared... so fast wan sch reopen liao...then all the stress will be building up again.. dunno y when i flip my E-biz notes.. I dun have the motivation at all to study.. and this time I knw I won get results like last sem liao.. haiz.. My results dropped liao.. where is my motivation??? haiz.........................
With Love, 10:01 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2004'♥
Song Im Listening To: If I ain't got u by Alicia keys
Hmmmm.. so sian today I was at hm the whole day, slack the whole day man.... was tokin to Tb almost the whole day.. haha a person i jux knew frm frenster... well quite interesting,,but his fren say he got attitude problem... well i dun care wor... nt my bf la..
Hmmm xiang yi wei ming wit my papa today la.. my mum went church..haiz.. then my dad gong gong go and buy stupid cutlet rice for mi.. haiz 3.8 lei.. so ex.. haiz oredi so broke liao.. seline called mi say that tampines E-base the store renovation sales wow so tempting,, argh no money lei.... y y when i most broke..so many ncie clothes down there...
With Love, 10:07 PM
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SOng im listening to: With all I am by Hillsongs
Did nothing much yesterday.went Bugis with Chelsia.. tink we r both mad liao.. haha we took neo-print for 3 times,.,, coz the first two not nice de hahaha...then waste alot of money haha.. lucky is chelsia treat de.. coz she gt her pay ma... lol.. and guess wad we took pic until we forgot the time.. and we missed the first bus going to church,,, lox,, and we were abit late.. kanan lecture by Eric.. haiz.. after svc they went to eat at coffeeshop but i nv eat then Eric tot i angry wit him.. haiz.. had a hard time explaining that im not.. lol
Gong gong cum find mi adn we went to eat at a hawker,, tks ah... Actually wan call Paul cum wan.. ppl busy wit computer lei.. hahah... so tao man.. i tot i more important then computer lol.. anyway after tht went to see aeroplane... and then go hm... hmmm so sleepy hahaahhaha.... srry ah ka jiao u for the whole nite.. lol..
With Love, 2:59 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2004'♥
SONG IM LISTENING: Get out by JoJo
PUSHED TO THE LIMITS
Jux finish typing my Wp project... time now was 12.31 am.. haiz damn tired and sleepy man,, guess im going str to my bed after bloggin...
Went Suntec wit ooi leng seline and mi...OOi leng wanted to buy 2 presents for her frens and mi and seline wanted to go eat steamboat.. Last day of the term..my one week holiday shall start now.. haiz.. but oso no use lor... whole week bk by projects and homeworks.. might as well dun give man... Well sad to say today the steamboat is Vietnam wan.. so we nv go// haiz// went shop shop// and saw two nice blouse at E-base man.. and they r havin SALES!!!! *Argh*** wa lao eh..y everytime when i damn broke got so many temptations wan.. not fair man..Ooi leng wanted to buy a tube but the outlet here no M size so in the end we went to Bugis.. haiz but last piece left nia.. guess wad in the end she dun wan.. ZZZ -_-|||... then went shop shop again.. so one nice watch at Swatch 73 buckz nia...seline and mi like it alot hehe tink when I got my bursary and she got her Scholarships we will bth by the same watch..yeah.. OOI Leng that nv give up ger in the end went to Orchard alone to search for that tube.. she reminds mi of the "never say die attitude" hahah..We went to V8 to eat..yeah nice food..and we bth were so full man.. heng we go early..when we got out the queue was so long lei..After that went back tampines mall shop shop///woo.. my leg was aching again.. and my bag weigh abt 3 kg lor.. @_@ Gilyn where r u?? I need ur massage!!!! hahah...Seline told mi that Jason was gettin married on Sunday. my whole Jaws drop lor.. diaoz... so fast??? not becoz fo shotgun but becoz he tinks he can settle down liao.. diaoz.. anyway wish him all the best... anywya he onli be together wit the ger for 2 weeks nia.. jia you wor..and for Seline.. stop showing attitude to Nelson.. he realli cares abt u.. he msg mi 2 times liao.. :p
I was damn pissed off jux now by someone I shall not named it..I jux came hm.. wihout even warming my seats..came and msg mi and tell mi nonsense.. as if my fault man.. wadever it is I shall not care so much after all onli left 8 more mths ma.. wad for go care so much.. after that everyone will lead their own life....sick and tired man -_-
With Love, 1:58 AM
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SONG IM LISTENING: Get out by JoJo
PUSHED TO THE LIMITS
Jux finish typing my Wp project... time now was 12.31 am.. haiz damn tired and sleepy man,, guess im going str to my bed after bloggin...
Went Suntec wit ooi leng seline and mi...OOi leng wanted to buy 2 presents for her frens and mi and seline wanted to go eat steamboat.. Last day of the term..my one week holiday shall start now.. haiz.. but oso no use lor... whole week bk by projects and homeworks.. might as well dun give man... Well sad to say today the steamboat is Vietnam wan.. so we nv go// haiz// went shop shop// and saw two nice blouse at E-base man.. and they r havin SALES!!!! *Argh*** wa lao eh..y everytime when i damn broke got so many temptations wan.. not fair man..Ooi leng wanted to buy a tube but the outlet here no M size so in the end we went to Bugis.. haiz but last piece left nia.. guess wad in the end she dun wan.. ZZZ -_-|||... then went shop shop again.. so one nice watch at Swatch 73 buckz nia...seline and mi like it alot hehe tink when I got my bursary and she got her Scholarships we will bth by the same watch..yeah.. OOI Leng that nv give up ger in the end went to Orchard alone to search for that tube.. she reminds mi of the "never say die attitude" hahah..We went to V8 to eat..yeah nice food..and we bth were so full man.. heng we go early..when we got out the queue was so long lei..After that went back tampines mall shop shop///woo.. my leg was aching again.. and my bag weigh abt 3 kg lor.. @_@ Gilyn where r u?? I need ur massage!!!! hahah...Seline told mi that Jason was gettin married on Sunday. my whole Jaws drop lor.. diaoz... so fast??? not becoz fo shotgun but becoz he tinks he can settle down liao.. diaoz.. anyway wish him all the best... anywya he onli be together wit the ger for 2 weeks nia.. jia you wor..and for Seline.. stop showing attitude to Nelson.. he realli cares abt u.. he msg mi 2 times liao.. :p
I was damn pissed off jux now by someone I shall not named it..I jux came hm.. wihout even warming my seats..came and msg mi and tell mi nonsense.. as if my fault man.. wadever it is I shall not care so much after all onli left 8 more mths ma.. wad for go care so much.. after that everyone will lead their own life....sick and tired man -_-
With Love, 1:30 AM
Thursday, September 09, 2004'♥
http://www.miluku.com/chn/newyear/tangtomorrow.htm
go this website if ur free.its a chinese cartoon. i love the song veri much,, the lyrics reflect what im tinking haha
With Love, 9:29 PM
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Song Im Listening TO: NONE
STRESSED = DESSERTS???
How i wish stress can become dessert.. haiz Im so stres now man.. Projects, Projects and still Projects man..wad the f**K dun they know we r so busy..One week holiday all fully book man.. not a single free day..ARAGHHHHHH... 4 projects and a test all after the one week holiday mux submit. wa kao.. Then somemore all so difficult to do one..wad Environment Analysis man...wad the H**L.. srry ah been feelin veri F**Ked up man..need to vent my anger..
I was feelin so bad man coz I fail my word processing.. wa lao lor...YYYYYYYYYYYY??? usually type quite fast then now I so slow .. sob sob.. Jux now Eric and Chelsia came my house..for bible study.quite fun..except for the stupid mosquitoes keep bitting mi.. nvm I ren lor.. and then yue bite yue shung man.. ahahhhhh I wan aircon man..sian now they still bitting mi,, no mood blog lioa.. I wan to go xiao mei ta meng liao.. stupid mosquitoes U'LL BE DEAD>>>>>
With Love, 6:37 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004'♥
Song Im Listening To: The Light
wa lao need to drag myself to blog..hah im so tired and sleepy wor.. coz today woke up early to study..haha hardworkin rite..lolz no la..lin shi bao fo jiao..lol..Today's test was like..wad the.... haiz dun have much confident abt it..my classmates always say i gei siao wan.. but no lor..realli no hope liao..
Hmmm.. a busy day for mi coz two of my sista had some misunderstanding..one even cry lor haiz..been running from classrooms to toilet..haiz.. in the end glad that they r ok liao..and mux say that the bth of them is DAMN STUBBORN.. haiz like cows man..but now everything is fine liao..hoope tmr will be a better day ba...
I told him that i reject him liao... haiz but he still keep askin mi to accept him.. diaoz.. impossible lor.. haiz.... lolx..i DUN WAN TINK SO MCH LIAO..as long my frens all happy,..and i happy oso can liao..
mi wanna zzz liao.. buai buai
2 more days to go.......
With Love, 11:21 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004'♥
With Love, 9:24 PM
Monday, September 06, 2004'♥
Song Im Listening To: Shoo Shoo Shoo by Ou de yang..
A woman;s fate
Dunno why I keep listening to this song..tink Im addicted to it. Yeah.. firstly wanna congratulate Kelvin..yeah finally passed his motor liscence after 2 attempts..reali happpy for u wor.. so next time muz know how to zuo ren liao//
Was talkin to one of my fren.. feel tht she wierd wierd de.. so ask her.. so shocked to hear that she quarrel wit her bf and was anger mi the most is that her stead pinch her until the blue black was so big and swollen... FARK him man.. how can he PINCH my fren.. si bian tai..hate this kind of jerk man.. When I saw the thing my tears almost came out.. so ke lian..Thats it!! from now on that guy is condemn,, Fuck him dun expect mi to smile and be friendly wit him anymore..hate this kind of guy who vent their anger on woman.. tink wad ppl oso got mother give birth lor.. even the mother oso cant bear to do such a terrible thing.. Now oredi like that if next time how?? I tok to her ask her to break wit him liao.. but she say this is the last chance.. haiz.. realli dunno wad to say liao..all i can say is all the best lor..*ARGH*.. jian nan ren..
Went hm wit jessie saw Mrs Heng my section head..chat wit her for quite awhile..hmm find that she veri wei da oso lor..Often ppl will tink that Section Head sure earn alot and live luxuriously.. but she is different..Her children nv get to enjoy all the comfort that their classmates have/// Hmm tink her method of teaching is gd.allows the children to be independent..jia you wor
wOman often is the one who suffers the most..y is it we woman so ming ku..have to give birth, got period, teach children, nv got appreciated by man...I hate all the guys man..-_-
With Love, 8:13 PM
Sunday, September 05, 2004'♥
SOng Im ListeninG to: none
Was at home the whole day// doing nothing// So sianz of my life rite now.. He called mi again sayin how much he love me.. haiz but all these to mi is BULLSHIT..I dun believe that a person can fall in love wit a ger so fast.. jux a few days nia..He confess that he lied to mi abt somethin//Lucky he was honest enough..I hate ppl who lied to mi...I feel that liars sucks..
Its been a few days since I last chatted wit him..coz both of us r busy..Saw him online today.somehow the feeling is different..its like so distant and cold..haiz// y do things turn out like dat.. I realli dun understand what im thinkin man..
Kelvin sign up in friendster and wrote in the whole account how I knew him, y he like mi..haiz he even put the picture i took wit him..but i told him I mind lor coz ppl will tink that I now wit him.. he like nt veri happy haiz...
Y suddenly got all these relationship problem.. I feel so bad man,, Ada was askin mi who would I choose.. I tink in the end I will choose none.. not becoz they not good but becoz I tink im nt ready ba... tink if now I was like last time I surely straight away stead wit one of them,, but i tink i now older le ba.. Before startin a relationship i will tink here and there.. No faith in guys ba.. Ada say ive changed liao.. I oso tink so maybe once bitten twice shy ba..Although sometimes I wish that there will be a guy for mi to hug.. be wit mi, dote on mi.. But I realli dun wan to make another mistake..hehe i tink im a nuts writing all these...
With Love, 9:16 PM
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Song Im Listening To: Left outside Alone by Anastacia
Left Outside Alone
Hmmm.. +yawns+ jux woke up awhile.. Yesterday 12 plus then reach hm..hehe but had a great time..so long nv mit my God-bro liao.. mit him at Bugis and we go find my another God-Bro shun. Haiz as usual he still veri thin.. This time tok to him longer coz that Bastard tokin to his sister,,Shun say he veri long nv go out chiong liao.. he's stuck in the damn shop everyday.. Fuk that Bastard..Its been so long since we went out wit him..I hope this yr his bd we can go out wit him...thats my bd wish.. I hope that all of us will go out together like last time.. Bought a pair of Piglet bedroom slippers..hehe from 9 buckz he gave mi discount so in the end onli 5 buckx nia... Went to mit my sista Ada, Sheera, Mary they all... lol as usual they r still so funny esp Ada..lol..
All tks to Ada.. he gave her fren Ian my number..and he is one yr younger than mi.. now he always call mi..and he say wanna jio mi,,, o_0.. impossible la.. he stiill veri childish abit,, lol.. I say we shall remain frens.. haiz but he keep callin mi.. tks ah Ada wad a great gift man..lol
With Love, 1:46 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004'♥
SOng Im Listening TO: Sea of love by daze
REUNION
*smilez* yeah finally have a day the 6 sisters gather together and went out for dinner..too bad that xiaowei cant join us..*sobz*.. Well had a fun time takin pics and eating..lolz
We went to some of the chocolate shops to look for ideas for our Public Relation project...wow we were DROOLING man..all lk so delicious man. hehe.. went to Godiva wa..the choclate damn ex wan// simple simple 50 bucks so it was out.. hehe be4 going to another shop Emerly and I went to do the street survey for our Entrepreneur project..haha busy lor was in Suntec to do 2 research at a time..hehe street survey is fun..yeah wanna thank the 2 gers..they were so friendly..hehe after that went to mit Jessie..tink it was the first time Emerly's bf went out wit her.. We then went to Millenia walk to find the Choco shop SINs..wow the packaging is nice and in the end we finally settle on one design we all like.. hmm get to eat the chocolates..haiz forgot to ask wad flavour and in the end it turns out to be Liquor flavour..next time realli cannot judge a choc by its appearance.hahaha..then we went to the last makeover studio..Glamour Shots..wa so professional wan..but no customers lei..lolz.. then we pretend as customers..mei mei and i act as tourist to take pics..but actually is to take pic of the studio lor..
Went for dinner at Magic Wok... haiz had a bit of disagreement orderin the dishes..this one wan this that wan wan that..haiz..one vegetarian, one dun take spicy, one sore throat still wan eat fried food, one dun eat veg..tink onli mi and gilyn there most normal de ..haha finally agreed on some dishes..hmm suddenly its prize giving time..wa so shock man.. Emerly bought each of us a gift.. although not something ex..but it was so touchin.. im fighting back my tears.. sobx.. hmmm.. thanks ger ai si ni le..
Dunno y after dinner all so energetic.. decided to take photos.. from outside Magic wok to CHIJMES.. wooo there the place so nice and romantic.. poor BUnny he was our photographer for the whole nite.. hehe.. so fun man... for those who nv went there be4 go ba.. its soo nice... hahah tink we took a lot of photos;. will upload it some other time.. coz my mei mei wanna develop it.. hehe.. everone is so tired man.. running here and day.. lol..although we nv went anywhere but today was fun...
Message to the 7 sisters..
Although sometimes we had disgreement..Our group is make up of 7 different personality and character.. some quiet some talkative,everyone has to stand each other weakness and attitude.. but Im glad we make it tru.. One yr has passed.. and I realli cherish the time we r together.. esp gathering like this.. maybe u guys dun feel it but Deep in my heart Im realli veri happy to have frens like u guys.. I hope that for the next 8 months we will continue to love , cherish, and be united.. nothing will bring us down..try to be tolerant and patient towards each other is the key.. May our friendship last forever.. YIPPEEEEEEE!!!
With Love, 10:45 PM
Thursday, September 02, 2004'♥
With Love, 11:21 PM
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SOng Im Listening TO: Desert Rose
Today was a hetic day for mi.. sweat a lot man.. and walk the whole day.. in the morning suddenly mrs tan came to our class ask us to get ready..we r going to SAFTI ARmy Open House.. diaoz..so last min then tell us..so we quickly get ready..
Wa so many ITE and sec sch there man..and of coz alot of ah bing ge man.. wa some veri shuai wor.. haha Saw Azard, bing song, Jackson they all there muahah..Jakson in charge of refreshment wor. Listen to a stupid talk for an hr.. haiz waste time.but the speaker warrent officer so macho wor..too bad he is label married..muhaha. Sian after tht they say nt enough time so can onli go walk walk for 15 mins.. haha but we dun care it was so fun there..I tink mi steph zheng gilyn is the most enthusiastic wan.. hahah we walk ard like mad woman ... manage to got into some tanks and trucks.yeah fun man.. Like the moblie operating theatre the most..so fun.haha..some ah bing ge oso veri friendly wor..we walk and walk until emerly called us time to go back le wor..so sad man haben play enough...All thks to swee pak,, we waited half an hour for the stupid bus.. gong gong nv say properly.. ppl all gone liao onli left us hsaha.. so many army guys waving at our whole class.. and we oso wave at soem of them.. haha overall it was fun man.. i tink its been so long since our class go out as a class..
When everyone reach sch was like so nua.. somemore got SW lei.. haiz..but I om lor.. dun feel like running.. poor darlin.. his cigarettes put in the shirt pocket.. and got caught by Mr Koh.. but luckily he onli warn him.. but the ciggs were confiscated haha serves him right for being so forgettful.. lol..
Eric came my hse hae dinner after the bs lesson.. then we ask Marcus cum too.. so happy that he RECEIVED SALVATION today man.. happy for him man..haha so tired now.. nv study again.. die le die le.. tmr gg to Suntec and let ppl do our Project's survey// for those who passed by mux help us wor.. hehe
With Love, 10:18 PM
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SOng Im LIstening To: Ming Ming hen Ai Ni By ping Guan n Fish Leong
This is a story abt a ger and a boi...the ger is older than the guy 2 years.. Since the day they knew each other they bth have good impression of each other.. The first time they went to s-11 and eat supper(with a group of frens), and then go to a nearby carpark to play games">games,, it was so fun.. Since then they bth have some feelings for each other. SInce then, they always go out in a group and they enjoy all the moments together.. bth have feelings but dun dare to say out// Whenever the guy got probelms he will confide to the ger...and when they go out they will hold hands,, sometimes..
The happy days lasted for a yr plus.. The ger cant take it anymore.. she was thinkin since the guy like her y doesnt he express to her.. she feel so sad.. so she decided to lie.. and it was a bad wan.. she tole to the group of frens that she is attached..(the guy was there too)..everyone was so shocked.. and all of them congratulate her.. including the guy.. her heart sank.. when she was walkin back hm..the guy msg her.. "actually I love u alot",,,the ger heart was so happy, but it was too LATE.. she need to continue to lie..The guy cried.. and called her lao po for the last time... that nite the guy stead wit another ger huiling..but he dun like her at all...when the ger knew it she more sad..days passed..when the bth of them mit up it was like somethin holding them back.. they nv tok much.. One day the guy told her he broke off wit huiling liao.. and the ger decided to tell her the truth...In the end the guy forgive her and they r together..
They were so loving.. and their frens were happy for them too.. the guy came to the ger hm.. (alot of ppl came and stay overnight too).. while their frens were sleepin..they were chattin// chatting abt their future.. and they kissed... yes it was their first kiss..The ger was so happy and deep in her heart she loved the guy deeper///
Days passed and bth of them seldom mit// one day when the ger was conferencing with her god brother.. she overheard them tokin abt the guy// abt the guy havin lovebytes over his neck.. her god brother intend to keep it from her.. But too late she heard it...It was huling..bth of them still got contact..and the guy was cheating her..the ger cried and from then on..They broke off.. up till now the guy still dunno wads the reason behind it..they were nt that close anymore..in fact the ger hates him!!!
Another yr passed...They were jux frens now...sometimes went out but not like last time anymore//yst the ger found out tru his frenster that he had a new stead now..bth of them r so loving..Memories of how they first knew each other flood her mind. The ger suddenly feel veri sad..she always tot she had given up on him..but in fact she's wrong..she still have feelings for him.. why he can express himself to other gers but not her??.. SHe wrote a testimonial wishing them all the best.. but deep inside her heart.. it was broken...she had too much bad memories......
With Love, 8:14 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004'♥
Here are some of the chocolates Ive made...
With Love, 6:29 PM
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SOng Im LIstening To: Emotion by Destiny Child
RAINNING
It was raining heavily now when I was typing my blog..listening to one of my fav songs.. everything seems so peaceful.. I jux finish doing my chocolates..yeah can say that this time veri successful.. got different shapes too.. I added oreo biscuits inside.. hehe I tink Im bringing to school to let them taste abit..
Feeling veri burden deep inside my heart, I oso dunno why... Dun feel like doing anythin at all.. Hope to slack my day tru.. but too bad later got cell group.. need to prepare and design the cert... haiz im so lazy now... Havin a ca next wed..and here I am sooooooo lazy to study nothing to motivate mi at all..I tink this term my results will sucks... really lor...
This few days I nv tok to him.. seems that he always call mi at the wrong time,, Im always at the wrong time/// I tink he feel that Im neglecting him ba.. haiz..
With Love, 2:44 PM