Thursday, August 26, 2004'♥
SOng Im Listening TO: My all by mariah carey
I love this song alot..everytime im havin bad mood i will listen to it.. here hows the lyrics go:
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
I'd give my all for your love
Tonight
Long day.. but finally its over soon.. hmmm these few days my stomach wierd wierd de..keep having diarrhoea.no appetite nt feeling veri well.. maybe im too paranoid le ba,, the thought keep appearing in my mind..am I a paranoid woman?? wad if the thing i worry most realli happen?? I realli dun dare to imagine...Sometimes I realli hate myself for being so softhearted...But I realli wanna thank her..although sometimes Im angry with her attitude..when she say somethin offendin.. but at times like this she is always the one who console mi.. who help mi..if ur readin it now i jux wanna say thank you,, I hope bth of us will not be burden by this kind of problem again..we will bth enjoy our youth and promise mi dont do anythign foolish ok>>
Anyway back to today,, eric gave mi bs jux now and he came my hse for dinner,, and we chatted alot,, I promise him I will try my best to change... and help out more.. Can say he is the first guy that my dad likes.. that he will smile at him.. others guys cum meng dou mei you haha.. and he tot he was my bf.. hehe my ming not so gd lor.. Then my dad ask mi now who I like.. first time man he ask mi tis kind of qns.. haha even i myself oso dunno.. I feel so lost..and I now dun wish to have any new commitments.. life oredi so busy liao.. sorry to Kelvin..I knw u waited for mi so long liao.ur a nice guy seriously.but I currently dun intend to go into relationship sorry sorry..sorry that Im such a BITCH..I jux dun have confident in myself...
I have lost my heart...