Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush


Not the dance version, but the slow version...




I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say baby…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to do this any longer
I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying

No more pain
No more hurt
No more trying

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush



Short Note: clouds overshadowed my heart...

Happy Bd...


to me!!!


Actually I kinda not hoping to celebrate this year..


But Bf.. planned everything and even invited some of my frens..


Hopefully we will all have an enjoyable nite...


Thanks bf for all the planning :)



Short Note: The way I are...

My 25 Days of MC...


Time passes so fast and I'm going back to work on Next Tuesday.. 25days just gone in a wink...zzzz

If you know me well enough... u would know that I'm not someone who would stay at home and recouperate for the whole of 25days.. Of course, I admit I did spent my first week of MC at home...

It's just too bored to be staying at hm every single day.. tats my opinion..

During these 25 days, I did quite alot, met up with long lost frens, went shopping like mad (I think I did that most), went for movies and such.

And I think I really ate alot, went to different restaurants and tried out different kinds of food, mostly buffets? damn it am I really a patient? hahaha maybe it's because I've been starved for the first two days in the hospital, so when I'm discharged it's time for revenge? Lolz..

Orite.. Time for some peektures...


CrabTree VIP Sales...




The Gift Guide for Year End Sales 09....woohooo



My fave product, its damn good can.. for nails and cuticles




I love the La Source Series, their handcream is damn power can





The La Source Bathing Series.. Get to used it during my stay at Hilton KL, it's damn good...




Scented Bear that comes free when you spent $400 and above and is the first 20 customers of the day..


Salt Water Cafe @ Changi Village Hotel...




Went for the High Tea Buffet 2-5pm on weekends for just $25 per pax.. great deal..




I seriously love the pasta there...




Nice Scenery too, rich ppl playing golf...



Rose petals... in the toilet...




Sightseeing time... Bumper boat to Pulau Ubin..





Love the seaside...



Yuki Yaki @ Marina Square...




Went for Yuki Yaki that day.. it's been quite long since I've last have it... the dory fish is still as yummy...




Auntie Shufen




Had Ice Cream after that.... we can basically "fry" our ice-cream




Lao Niang Frying it.... I like the Yam and Chocolate flavour..yumz



Mushroom Hotpot@ Orchard Point...




Yuan Yang Soup... the mushroom soup was damn nice can..




Dumb Yuxuan




Joyce Happily Eating...




Lao Niang...





Nice View




Joyce says this is for Stressful ppl




Looks like Cameron Highland rite




Lousy Fren



Fucker Fren...




Crazy Frens




Nice Bonsai



Pre-Bd Celebration @ Sushi Tei





Beef Kaminabe... (it's like scolding ppl?)




Teriyaki Dory Fish.... I just loved fish nowadays..





Mango Roll...




Beef Udon...




Fucker Fren again...





Me and Pat Pat... look at the colour contrast of our skin man...


Thank you both for a wonderful dinner and also we had a great gossip session rite after that.. lovely...pls dun act busy, must meet up more orite..


2 More days to my bd wooohoo... Bf had planned some events for me.. let's hope that we will all enjoy oursevles ba.. yeah...


I can't imagine I'm starting work for a few days and leaving for another company on the 15th...


I missed my old workplace sooooo sooo much and not to mention my bossssssss...



Short Note: I'm a crazy spender over the past few days..

If I were a boy....


If I were a boy, I would have listened to this song and understand how a girl thinks?

Don't take advantage of the girl's love for you... and most importantly.. don't take her for granted.


If I were a boy by Beyonce

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wated
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy


Short Note: To all those who don't cherish and respect love...

Saw 7...


It's been 6 days since my operation and 23 more days to go for my MC to end.
For those who still do not know about it, yes, I went for left thyroid operation last Tuesday.

It was an experience that I would not forget for the rest of my life. I get to see how does an operation theatre looks like and also how doctors operate on people (cause the previous patient was still being operated, so i get to see the process haha)

Scary? Not from the sound of all the operating knieves but its the waiting process to be pushed into the theatre... it's like ur waiting to be open up? haha

Nonetheless, I managed to survive through the operation, Thank God for that and is recovering well.

I stayed in TTS for around 3 nites, first nite in the High dependency ward cause the doctors were worried that I might have some breathing difficulties.. but Thank God again everything went on well, I even had my voice back right after the operation which the doctors were surprised abt it too.

But I did lost a lot of blood...

When the doctors were going on round at nite, actually I already fall asleep but due to his loud voice, I overheard everything, below is the conversation:


Doc A: Patient is 25yrs, just had a left thyroid operation, has her voice back, no breathing difficulties, everything is well.....

Doc B: Wait, she lost 1.3ltires of blood? Is it a typo or what? Are u sure anot? if it's 130ml I believe lah, but then 1.3 litres for thyroid operation? WTF?

Doc A: Yes it's quite alot, she had transfusion during the operation, but it's really alot of blood maybe we should call up the main doctor and checked...


On the phone...

Doc B: Hey Dr blah blah blah, are u sure Patient lost so much blood or is it just a typo error...

Main Doc: Yes she did..blah blah blah....

Doc B: WTF!! so much? okok , i better take some of her blood now to see she got enuff blood count.....



Yes, I really did lost alot of blood cause it's due to the goitter that is so big, doctors have to cut very deep to extract the whole thing out... total i think I need 6pkts of blood? hahaha


But anyway everything has been going on fine and I continue to pray that it will be. The wound is recovering well and my life has been back to normal... Except that I can't eat seafood, chk and stuffs and I can't go out and scare ppl with my Chucky Scar haha...


Here some photos that I took in the hospital:



My Hospital Ward




My Bed... yes my diet is thin... did not eat anything for 2days only survive on water damn hungree can.. esp when the patients opposite me can eat haha..




My bed for two days..


Thanks to those who came to visit me...

Thank you papa and mama for always there for me..
Thank you bf for accompanying my parents and wu wei bu zhi de zhao gu wo haha..
Thank you my dearest cousins da jie, er jie, mi jie and Jonas for buying stuffs or coming to visit me after work.
Thank you my dumb Shufen for visiting me during ur lunch time
Thank you my both ah yis for cooking and visiting me haha...

and thank you to all my friends, cousins and uncles who came to my house and visit me and for all the gifts u people showered me with.. :)




Sunflower by Selyn and Joyce lolz..




Chk essence from Ms Vivian Eun..




Bird nest and chk essence from dajie and erjie




Anlene from Mummy's colleauges


and I'm too lazy to take some other gifts...





Yesterday Bf came my house and helped me tidy my room hahaha.. i got so much bags that i need to buy a hanger from Ikea when I can go out the next time.. meanwhile we just hang it up like these haha.. machiam like pasar malam lolz...


Since I'm so free nowadays.. I promised to update my blog as much as possible... poor blog has been neglected so long le..


Orite.. Time to watch my hongkong drama le...



Short Note: Thank you

Don't Want, Don't Feel, Don't Know...







Short Note: Just too lazy...

At least some Tai Tai Life here...


Well.. so fast it's Sunday....sibeh sian can... from tmr onwards 40% of the cases will come to Msia..which means our validators will be stress and we, will have to in charge and make sure everything is alrite. I can foresee the stressful faces all day long..

Work aside, the past two days have been great. Went to Kenko Wellness Spa for some shoulder massage at RM 29 nia.. damn cheap can and it's so good definitely much better than the one I had in Tampines One..

Manicure for RM33 is a steal too.. can't believe that my hand got so much dead skin.. well one good thing of the new system is we had no more papers.. so that means no more Dead Skin and NO MORE PAPER CUTS wooohoo

We then went to this saloon @ Sungei Wang for Shiseido Hair Treatment @ RM 80 OMG its damn good can.. If I'm rich, I would just employ that girl to help me wash hair everyday woohoo...


So all in all it's a Rest & Relax weekend... we have shop so much but yet buy little things.. coz most of the stuffs are quite ex here.. however FOS is my fave place... lolz..

Later on, we will be going to ONE Utama for more shopping.. hopefully i can buy the doraemon mooncakes there lolz...



Short Note: I saw a very nice Coach Bag @ RM 3590 damn...

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