End of the year 2011

Every Year no matter how busy I am, no matter how tired I am... I would still try my best to churn out a last entry for the year.

I guessed this is done so, so that I would remind myself what I've done for a year and it would bring me down the memory lane.

2011 was really a fast year... Sometimes I wonder is God trying fast forwarding the time above?

2011 was the same as 2010, a neither good or bad year.. I've learnt to appreciate many things in my life and I'm happy that I managed to filter through my friend's list and know whose the "close circles" of friends. It's the same for everyone I guess as you're getting older.

In Work....

I've learnt many new things, with two new technicians attached to me.. they taught me quite alot of things, and I love my workplace with laughter with the security guards and I'm happy working with them.



My team minus the right technician Alias...

It's kinda of sad when my boss told me she has tendered on the 16th of Decemebr 2011... Been working under her for going to be 2 years... these two years though there may be times i buay song with her, but afterall she's still a good boss... we gossiped, we talked, we shared knowledge... and once I got back to work next week, it's a day more before she left.. I'm going to have a new boss soon. the thought of it brings uncertainty....

Also at work, relationship with colleagues at HQ got stronger... we gossiped, we shopped, we have fun together, without them I really dunno how to survive through my nearly 2 years at work.



Our Annual DND with my khakis at work...



our Xmas Celebration




My 2 Best Colleagues at Work




Happy that Susie's got married this year :) and I'm the emcee for the wedding woohoo


I was also involved in a few events celebrations at work... which I really loved doing it. I loved to plan, source and if the event was completed successfully I felt a sense of happiness in me...Yeah maybe i shld change job...




OPS Deepavali Celebration... Woohoo I love my saree and the kachang putihs.. we wrapped it ourselves!!



Performed at DND and ever since then they always asked me to do emcee job...wtf




PSD Year End Celebrations... which just happend yesterday..happy that the event turned out well and everyone had a great end to the year :)

Next Year I will be in-charge of CNY Celebrations 2012, oh gosh I really loved planning shopping the stuffs at chinatown but kinda of pity that on the actual day of the event 27 Jan 2012 I wont be able to join in the fun.. haha why? Let's see


Travel

My policy of one year go 2 overseas trips came to pass... though I never travelled very far this year but I'm quite happy with the two places... Phuket and Bangkok...haha all at Thailand.. I really support the country ok...






We had lots of fun playing this ATV... dangerous but exciting!... Phuket is really a nice place with nice beaches :)



At the Erawan Shrine... this is taken at Bangkok.. the annual shopping trip.. as u can see i lazy to post up pics...coz most of them is shopping and food pics... haha I really loved Bangkok..and I hope I will go again next year WOOHOOO...


Friends...

I'm thankful for having this bunch of close friends, they are always there for me, helping me in my life without any rewards in return. I hope next year will be another fruitful years ahead for all of us!!






Photoshoot for the 4 Golden Flowers


Candice my Colleague come khaki at work



Zhen with me on my BD...



My Dearest friends who attended my bd party this year :)

Family & Relatives....

Spending more with my family is one of my resolution in life this year...and I'm glad I did... :)



I love you my dear parents :)




At Cindy's Wedding... so happy for my beautiful cousin that she is Mrs Poh now... I wish her have a blissful marriage

Also this year, Mi jie finally had her customary wedding with my biao jie fu Jonas...WOOHOO



They are always so loving.. thanks for always being there for me too...and as im typing I'm actually rushing it out coz im gonna be so late for the family gathering later OMG...haha


Love....



Our 1st year Anniversary....



At my bd celebration this year...

Thank you my dear fat ass bf for being there for me too... though your working hours sucks..but I'm glad that we still managed to phone each other daily... Though there may be times I fa pi qi or emo... you are always there tolerating these... and making me laugh no matter how tired you are....

I love you my dear ah lui :) and I hope 2012 will be a better year for us...



and our future... :)

2012 is going to be a year full of challenges and changes for me...

1. New boss... I hope the new boss will be better of course and able to work with him :)

2. School... I'm gonna start my degree course for 16mths starting Jan 2012... I hope I will be able to cope with school and work together... I hope I will pass and acheive my dream :)

As I'm listening to Auld Lang Syne... a year of past memories brought to my life...

"How you end a year determines how you start a year"

I hope my last moments in 2011 will be great.. and 2012 will be a better year ahead.

Enjoy all your celebrations my friends...

As the clock struck 12 tonite, Happy New Year 2012!!! Woohoo!!


Short Note: Cherish :)

中秋节。。。

好怀念小时候提着灯笼，玩蜡烛的情景。。。。

玩到忘了时间，玩到不知道回家的时候。。。

像这样简单的玩意就能够满足小朋友。。。

还是小时候最好，天真无邪，无忧无虑。。。每天过着没烦恼的日子。。。

好后悔没有好好的珍惜小时候的时光。

我想，如果我们以前知道其实大人不好当，我们因该不会盼望快点长大吧。。。

Short Note: Que Sera Sera

If I were to die young.....

I often asked myself on the day of my funeral, will there be alot of ppl coming to pay their last respect to me..

When I was much younger..the answer I gave myself was .. Yes definetely, I had so much friends in FB and friendster.. I got so much friends in real life and I'm friendly most of the time.. therefore my funeral should be quite crowded with people..

But as I grew much older, I realized the answer should be actually no.. True enough I knew quite alot of people, made a few accquaintance along the way.. but the fact is as you grow older, the lesser friends you have..

Different goals, different commitments, different opinions in life led to seperation in life.. you will tend to filter away friends whom you will meet once a year, friends whom only enjoyed a certain hobby with you, friends who met you for a purpose, friends who are there only when they need you and some friends are those you would never talk or meet again in this whole life..

No matter how hard you tried before that to be friends again, no matter how hard you tried to accommodate to each other's interest, no one's gonna appreciate what you've done in the past, no one's gonna thank you for the help you rendered.

And that's the cold hard truth of life..

After the filtration system if you're lucky enough you're left with small handful of them, if you're not that lucky, you might be only left with one or two..

Be it one or two, five to six.. these friends are those whom stand by you through all circumstance, these friends are those when you most needed them and these friends are those who will surely attend your funeral.

I should by now, expect not a big funeral with throngs of ppl strolling in, but a funeral which is simple and attended by close knitted friends..


Funny how you're dead and people starts listening...


A meaningful song I've heard recently.. if you understand what it meant, you'll find peace...


If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors
Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/band-perry-lyrics/if-i-die-young-lyrics.html ]
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing
Funny, when you're dead how people start listening

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys
And I'll wear my pearls



Short Note: Will you attend my funeral?

不上不下......

Don't know why but I'm having this feeling..

It's like every areas in my life is 不上不下.. neither here nor there..

Don't get me wrong, of course I'm happy with what I have now in my life..

It's just that, things have been stagnant for quite sometime...

Some ppl tell me, that I'm fortunate now, to have a stable job, a job that pays me not bad with great benefits for a diploma graduate, I have a gd bf now, someone who treats me very good, love me for who I am, I have a great family, parents who dote on me so much, I get to travel, whether its near or far, at least I get to travel...I have friends who are great ppl, different groups who acceed to my different needs..

Not being complacent here, but I just feel that there are some areas where I could have done better, some areas where I could have put in more efforts..

Don't like the feeling of being stagnant, for instance, one big headache is my job..

Yes, the workload is just nice, been here for a year and a half (soon), learnt everything that are within my jobscope, but that's just not the kind of jobscope that I like..

Not something that I have interest in..even though my boss told me she is willing to teach me more mechanical and property stuffs.. But I just don't have the heart to learn it.

I love the environment, my colleagues, my site.. but I don't love what I am doing now..

Life is just so contridicting.. there's pros and cons in everything.. It's either you leave ur comfort zone or u stay put and continue on with what you have..

I guessed I would need to take sometime to consider this area in my life and I shall not procastinate any further..

Of course there are alot of other areas in my life which I have no control of it. I don't know whether it would continue to be stagnant or it will move on to a better/ worse situation.

But whatever it is, whatever will happen in the future, I thanked God for what I have now, I prayed for more better things to come in my life..

Also, thank you all my friends, my family members, my dearest bf.. for making my life wonderful as it is now.....

I shall continue to cherish and be contented with what I have now..

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Since so long nv update this lousy blog..

I shall upload some photos shun bian.. if not it will really be a ONCE in a year thing...



My beloved Colleagues.. with them working is FUN...



Ex-colleagues from Bluebird at Bluebird DND.. even though I left but I'm still invited sweet..



My fave self-potrait taken by Jinmei...




My God-daughter Charlotte.. omg She's so big alrdy.. nxt yr gg Pri Sch...



Charlotte and Julian... they were just babies not long ago.. and now they grew up so much..Omg I AM OLD...



Me and Shumin and Ah Bi during CNY.. Love them lots..



Went Phuket with bf and group of frens... its our first trip tgt..



Us at the hilltop after conquring it with our ATV Rides....




Perhaps I shall consider perming my hair back.. since it's been so long...



Bf handmade this card for me the other day.. he drew and he wrote touching words.. I AM fking touched by him and his love.. :)


Enough of uploading, since all of them are in FB.. Ever since FB started, alot of photos damn lazy to re-upload on to blog.. yawnz that explains why alot of ppl quit blogging..

I realized this year I never took much photos, shall continue to take more for the last few months of the year....

Got to catch up with all my dramas now....

Have a happy weekends everyone :)


Short Note: I'll never be the same if we ever meet again..

2011...


2010 just passed by in a breeze... it's so fast that within a blink of an eye.. it's over..

2010 was a neither bad or good year for me...I would say peaceful?

It's a you lose and you gain year for me....

The two major events in 2010:

I ended my job in SA and I started a job in OPS... Till now I never regretted it.

I ended a relationship and I started a new relationship. Till now I never regretted it.

It was not easy ending a relationship that was dragged on for so long.. after all I believed there's love in the first place just that it started at a wrong time perhaps.

That's when I decided to throw in the towel. The saying often goes like these: Once a woman, made up her mind, that's it, it's Final.

I started a new relationship not long after that..

Initially, I was apprehensive about it, many factors to consider and worse of all I'm still suffering from a breakup at that time.

I would say it's his love that touched me and I feel comfortable.

I'm really touched by what he did the past four months plus.

Maybe to many people, we are still in the honeymoon period. Whether we would end up together anot in the future, that's not for us to decide.. I would just leave it up to God.

and most importantly, I am happy with I have now :)

Not much photos to post for 2010, cause mainly it's in Facebook

Two New Groups of Friends



My SA colleagues.. Till now we still kept in touch and we are going for our next trip this month woohoo tgt with my bf :)




The ex-clubbing group... we had toned down on clubbing nowadays... fun and crazy group

Went for Two Overseas Trip in 2010



LGK in March with the SA girls...



BKK with Pat in July...

Went Malacca at the start of the year ...








Went JB like more than 5 times? Hahhaa I love JB...Oh ya JB is also the place where me and my bf went for our first date.. haha cool rite.. where got ppl first date go JB de hahaha




Er jie's wedding a day before my bd.... Congrats er jie...



My lovely Bd cake from Canele ordered by bf ... it's just so yummy




Thanks to those who attended my bd in the small hotel's room... I had a great celebration and thank you bf for cooking and preparing the food overnight :) much appreciated.




One of my resolution last year was to have more family time together.. Thank God Mi Jie shifted near me nowadays we had more family gathering at her condo.
The above: BBQ at Mijie's house




Xmas Eve Family Party at Mi Jie's house...and that's my fave ah bi in the pic.. love her :)



My New Year's Eve was spent at Boiler Room at St James with Shufen, Christal and Fiora..


This guy met his gf at Boiler and he proposed to her on New Year's Day... Omg damn sweet and who says that you can't meet your Partner at clubs? Sweets and congratulations to them :)

That's the end of my 2010.. Hopefully my 2011 will be better and happier :)

Dear God

I don't ask for much, In 2011, I just wish for Simple happiness like this:




Thank you bf for everything in my life :)


Short Note: May it turn out well :0

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