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Thursday, August 24, 2006'♥

Love of my Life...

Updating now live from a moutain in a ulu island...bleah...It's been days since i've blogged...and it's been days since i last went out of my doorsteps..total count 5days...been mugging for my exams..stress ah...u know i will always wake up in between my sleep....haiz.. anyway..decided to gif myself a break, so here i am typing an entry...

This is gonna be a long entry.. but a interesting one ...hopefully i guessed..

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Always got ppl asked mi..."Eh, how many bfs u had before?"... It's a difficult question for mi... becoz i dunno where to start...not becoz i yaya or wad...but if realli want to count i tink got more than 20 ever since im 14. In order not to shock ppl...with their jaws wide open...i decided that.. all the relationships before 19 is deleted...

Reason being...tat time still young bu dong shi...not serious de...i even have a bf for the sake of having one...Of coz i would nv forget which idiot got my first kiss when im 14...his name is STEVEN...a disgusting freak..if i can choose again i would nv gave it to him...puiiiiii from then on ppl called Steven.. no offence but i haf perceptions abt that name...

Well...I always complain that my love life sux rite...the main reason is becoz last time i always lie to guys..So now i got my RETRIBUTION..lol...when i was young.. i got try one time before that i 3 time a guy... i got three bf at a time...hahah jian rite.. i oso tink so... im veri playful..always like to treat guys for granted, one of them is Lee Chong..he is veri good to mi..he cared for mi, wait for mi finish sch everyday..but i lied to him...coz i cant take it..i need freedom..so i broke off with him...and from then on he changed to another person...but anyway he is happily married now with two kids...happy for him too...

I settled down for a serious relationship when i was 19 and he is counted as my first bf....




Contestant No 1: MR I (photo have been blur for safety purposes haha)

He is a rich guy...when i say rich.. real filthy rich hao bu hao..stays at Bt Batok...Went to his house many times before and his mum is nice..NICER than him dunno how many million times...I did had happy times with him..he is humourous but he's temper sux to the core lor.he is my so called FIRST REAL RELATIONSHIP, i admit im too very playful..resulted in quarrels every single day...When he flare up i tell u...he call scold u anything de...tmd jian.. i hate ppl who scold vulagrities...whatsmore..to scold mi with vulagrities when we quarrel...

Life was like living hell tat time...quarrel every nite..i tried to salvage this relationship and i got tired of it...there was once i cried all the way from Tampines to Bishan lor..in the bus..it's seriously those veri qi cham de cry haha.. i tink ppl in the bus tink im mad lor..

Happy Moments: When i was camping in Sentosa, He came at Mid nite and visit me..*y did all the happy moments happen in Sentosa?* i was touched tat nite...but day after it.. quarrel again...faintz...

The Catalyst: Although we always quarrel, but the main reason we broke off its becoz..a ger told mi that he tried to two timed mi...yawns..she even sent mi the email he sent her...and he die die deny it..until TODAY..too liao jie him..he is those si ai mian zi wan...so in the end we onli together i tink for a few mths...




Contestant No 2: Mr A

No need mi intro u all also know him rite? haha..Our relationship is a LOVE HATE relationship... Knew him at Yr 2004 thru friendster (yeah i became one of his prey)...Our first date was at Cineleisure.. watching WITHOUT A PADDLE..tat time Ms Tupperware was there with her...AHEM fren oso...Mr A is a veri humourous man...he is veri good at talking de..so if ur not careful...u will fall for him...so i did ...haiz..

First breakoff was during christmas 2004 i tink, coz he too many GERS liao..until i dun haf a sense of security...imagine ur bf...nv acc u for xmas..damn funni rite...so i jitao cheng sim...we nv contact each other for a yr plus...until this yr i tink...

WE chatted again...initially hate him alot..coz he disappoint mi time and time again...then this time round he told mi everything...his past, his problems...so once again...Laoniang fall for him.He was very caring to gf...he treat gers like princess...and he is like an adviser to me..everytime i got problems i would tell him..and he nv fails to cheer mi up...

Happy Moments: When he came airport to send mi off for my BKK trip and also the Sentosa trip..woohoo..no money to bring mi go other place...so he brought mi to sentosa to fulfill my dream of sitting in a cable car...hahaha enjoyed myself tat day...

The Catalyst: He is attached le...yet.. i chose to be with him..think its kinda of wrong...so in the end...i gave up...i want someone can be with mi always...haha..

Even though we broke off le....we are still veri good frens...go out for movies etc...and on and off i got ppl coming up to mi..telling mi that they know him..and he actually flirt with them asking mi to be careful...haha..i tink if u want to be his woman..u haf to got used to listen to all these..im numb at all these now liao...coz i know his secrets too much liao tats y im numb haha..




Contestant No 3: Mr E

That day Mr D was asking me.."Who is the guy whom u so far Love the most?" and my answer is HIM...The first guy i truly love....The first guy im serious with....The first guy that i cooked for him many times...also the first guy i brought home..Being with him i feel veri comfortable...i can even dun wear makeup when going out wit him...He is a Mr Nice Guy...seriously...i dunno how to describe the feeling but i just feel at ease when im with him...I even thought of my future with him tat time...haha..I feel veri xin fu that time lolz..

we would always go to ktv and sing sing sing and takes alot of pictures...Sometimes i feel that im the one who bully him more.. if i got PMS i would throw my tantrums at him..and he would be always be so patient to me...awwww...He is veri honest and also with him got sense of security..

Happy Moments:Too many to be named..But the most memorable one is the day we were at Esplanade...

The Catalyst: Love at the wrong time..I was working at Fox that time, working hours not flexible while he was studying...resulted that at the latter part we seldom mit and i was always veri tired...and my temper veri bad tat time..slowly got some distance. The main reason was he wants to concentrate on his studies, maybe its just an excuse or wad..but i respect him..i know he needs to study and work at the same time...veri difficult for him too...

The day we broke off... i cried buckets...the first guy i truly love and the first guy i feel loved...it took me a veri long time...i tink half a yr to get over him...but sometimes i still tink of him...and i've learn alot from this relationship...





Contestant No 4: MR ?

Haven't found anyone yet...still searching for Contestant No 4.. although alot of ppl tot it would be MR D...but i guessed we are still floating around...but as the time passed by...im tired...haha

So if u all got MR ? pls intro...esp u.. AH BER JIE... ur lousy mathmaking company hahaha...can be more efficient anot..lol

On and off i did have some flings...relac...onli go out and no commitments tat kind...

They are....*drum rolls*...

MR LC - The one whom i nearly went ROM with haha..coz of a bet...
MR Adrian - He is the one forever saying want to marry me..he even go fortune teller...faintz...and

Mr R, X, D, E......

WELL...so next time if ppl ask mi how many bf i had.....I would say three...Although my previous relationships cant work out..but wanna thank them for the happy memories that they gave me...and quoted from Kim Sam Soon...(oh how i love KimSamSoon)


"Love like you never get hurt before"


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